This book
"The Mystique of Enlightenment" is one of my favorites. Not to be mistaken with the other Krishnamurti (Jiddu),
U.G. Krishnamurti is the less known, but all the more intriguing Krishnamurti. U.G. did not write the book himself, as he claimed to have no message.
"That book should have been named 'The
mistake of enlightenment' - U.G.
(EDIT: add some introductory quotes from the book.)
People call me an 'enlightened man' -- I detest that term -- they can't find any other
word to describe the way I am functioning. At the same time, I point out that there
is no such thing as enlightenment at all. I say that because all my life I've searched
and wanted to be an enlightened man, and I discovered that there is no such thing
as enlightenment at all, and so the question whether a particular person is
enlightened or not doesn't arise. I don't give a hoot for a sixth-century-BC Buddha,
let alone all the other claimants we have in our midst. They are a bunch of
exploiters, thriving on the gullibility of the people. There is no power outside of
man. Man has created God out of fear. So the problem is fear and not God.
I discovered for myself and by myself that there is no self to realize -- that's the
realization I am talking about. It comes as a shattering blow. It hits you like a
thunderbolt. You have invested everything in one basket, self-realization, and, in
the end, suddenly you discover that there is no self to discover, no self to realize --
and you say to yourself "What the hell have I been doing all my life?!" That blasts
you.
All kinds of things happened to me -- I went through that, you see. The physical
pain was unbearable -- that is why I say you really don't want this. I wish I could
give you a glimpse of it, a touch of it -- then you wouldn't want to touch this at all.
What you are pursuing doesn't exist; it is a myth. You wouldn't want anything to do
with this.