External intentions/feelings when tripping

[LazyGrumpkin]

I have had a couple of nice trips on DMT now. Ranging from low to medium and now a few pretty deep experiences. I'm pretty sure I had a break through last time, but no elfes or machines that I though of or remember. But that's pretty subjective I guess. Anyway, I was wondering what you guys feel are getting communicated to you through intentions or feelings when in deep in this other realm of reality?

Last time, and also some times before when I'm in deep it's like I'm being showed a lot of awesome stuff, all of it unimaginable and just euphoric awe sensational visions but the feeling I get a lot of the time is that I'm being shown this by a child who's like "saying" it's not really suppose to show me this, and that there is even higher beings that we are kind off sneeking to avoid. I've gotten this feeling like 3 times when in deep.

I tred lightly when it comes to interpretations and beliefs in where you go and what you experience when on DMT but I'm curious what some of you experience in this way of intentions and feelings or other commutative impressions?

On another note, just at the end of my last experience, before I started settling down if you will, I started chanting like some native indian chief. It was like HAYAhayaaHAYAhayaaHAYAhayaa. I always go alone without a sitter so I don't really know what else I might speak when in the middle of the peak. Anyone having any recollection of weird speaking or chanting when tripping?

 

[Kenshi.Bardo]

My experiences in DMT land show me three sets of consciousness. Mine, the entities within, and the DMT experience itself.

The "entities" usually try to show me something or teach me something. Sometimes it's as simple as telling me not to worry about simple things like work. Another time, they poured out a bottle of negativity. Another, they had shown me how to freeze time but told me I wasn't ready yet.

I say DMT has it's own conscious because well, it seems to. It usually speaks to me about myself overall.
Like I used to be a giant dick. I was always mean, had a shitty life, and blamed everything on everyone else. DMT would bitch at me so much for being a horrible person.

After taking a break for a while and straightening myself out, and finding my true love , I got back into DMT again. In my first recent experience, it welcomed me back with warmth. DMT told me it approved of my significant other and that it was happy I finally decided to love. It then showed me my little girl, who was not even conceived of at the time. But, she's with us now!

For the longest time in my life, I wanted to denounce all things non-physical. Thing is, I've had a lot of weird experiences (while sober and confirmed by other people) that force me to realize there's more than us.

DMT well, I'm on the fence. In one sense, I believe it just amplifies our brain and lets us process things in a way we could never hope to.

At the same time I wonder if it's possible that DMT opens our mind in another way, to other places and other beings. I lean more towards this every day.

As for weird chanting or whatever, yup. I cannot remember for the life of me what though. It's not usually words but more like rhythmic humming.