DiaMondTongue
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Holy Moly!
That was the deepest and most profound experience of my life!
When I woke up today I wrote my introduction essay on here, knowing that I was going to take the leap. I was going to wait for my friend to come tonight with something to measure out… I jumped the gun.
I made a ‘sandwich’ by eye and hit it; it was a surreal experience, short lived and colourful. I knew that I was still there though and everything seemed to be on the other side of some glass, observable, subjective… I was impressed, but, pretty sure I hadn’t broken through. So I went and had a coffee and thought to myself “Double it” so I did…
I fired through that ‘patterned glass screen’ soooo fast it was like it was nothing! I went through at (what can only be described as) warp speed to somewhere where there was not one iota of ME left. It was such a colourful place and my ‘essence’ was suspended there ‘naked’ to this unimaginably powerful entity which flashed by for my observation every single mean spirited action I had ever made, right in front of me like a montage at the end of a reality TV show, only made of stained glass. Then without words, and with the unmistakeable sentiment of “There will be no more of this shit”…. ‘He’ destroyed with barely a twitch of his ‘arm’, all of the glass panels. I felt so small and disgusted with myself, ashamed, frightened!
Then I ‘moved along a conveyor’ to be shown how things should be. I was re acquainted with the warm feeling of love and laughter, unimaginable joy and wonder and began my journey back to my body. The feeling of remembering I was human was like the opposite of tearing apart Velcro; I felt myself ‘re-attach’ to every single strand of DNA that made up ‘me’ and took in a huge gulp of air. I remembered the warmth of a human body and my mind re-associated itself with who I am in this world.
It was only an hour ago and there was so much that I can’t yet remember… But… WOW!
This is NOT a toy!! This is beyond sacred!!
That was the deepest and most profound experience of my life!
When I woke up today I wrote my introduction essay on here, knowing that I was going to take the leap. I was going to wait for my friend to come tonight with something to measure out… I jumped the gun.
I made a ‘sandwich’ by eye and hit it; it was a surreal experience, short lived and colourful. I knew that I was still there though and everything seemed to be on the other side of some glass, observable, subjective… I was impressed, but, pretty sure I hadn’t broken through. So I went and had a coffee and thought to myself “Double it” so I did…
I fired through that ‘patterned glass screen’ soooo fast it was like it was nothing! I went through at (what can only be described as) warp speed to somewhere where there was not one iota of ME left. It was such a colourful place and my ‘essence’ was suspended there ‘naked’ to this unimaginably powerful entity which flashed by for my observation every single mean spirited action I had ever made, right in front of me like a montage at the end of a reality TV show, only made of stained glass. Then without words, and with the unmistakeable sentiment of “There will be no more of this shit”…. ‘He’ destroyed with barely a twitch of his ‘arm’, all of the glass panels. I felt so small and disgusted with myself, ashamed, frightened!
Then I ‘moved along a conveyor’ to be shown how things should be. I was re acquainted with the warm feeling of love and laughter, unimaginable joy and wonder and began my journey back to my body. The feeling of remembering I was human was like the opposite of tearing apart Velcro; I felt myself ‘re-attach’ to every single strand of DNA that made up ‘me’ and took in a huge gulp of air. I remembered the warmth of a human body and my mind re-associated itself with who I am in this world.
It was only an hour ago and there was so much that I can’t yet remember… But… WOW!
This is NOT a toy!! This is beyond sacred!!
