*Fiction*
Well to start this was my around 8-10th time smoking Deems. I actually had some highquality product which i was very proud of. I have taken large doses before but I just don't think I was truly ready until this time. I think the drug almost chooses for you when you are ready. I was doing this in my room alone our of my eclipse vape attachment to my water pipe i packed a .08 hit in there with a little residue that was not finished from my previous hit.
I've always read about DMT hyperspace and experienced entities and new places in previous trips where i was close to breaking through and may even have broke through i just dont consider it a true breakthrough till you forget you inhaled DMT and don't know whats going on anymore.
Well i got every last bit in that one hit. Immediatly stood up to lie on my bed where i prefer to kind of dose off you know. Shortly i was in the DMT hyperspace a tunnel of kaleidoscopic patterns that has always lasted extremely short for me and have not had enough time to analyze the tunnel itself which i look forward to. It abruptly drops me off somewhere everytime. This time i was in a whole new place, everything was so brightly lit it was almost too bright for comfort. Everything was shifting chaotically. People were coming and disappearing in blinks of an eye. These people were all humanoid but not exactly humans. Patterns were everywhere and everything was changing colors. Pieces of furniture, tables, light fixtures, all appearing disappearing instantly. There was no sky, no foliage, anywhere. I kept looking around this strange place seeing people come and go and objects come and go patterns come and go. Just plain chaos. I kept thinking to myself that I'm never going to get out of this. It seemed to last hours and it seemed like I had been there my entire life in this void of crazy chaos. I thought back on what i thought was my life here on planet earth. It seemed so far away to the point where i thought my real life was a dream and that I Just woke up to the real world which was actually this chaotic void of patterns colors energy and just crazy. To the point where these words do not give it any justice whatsoever and I will never be able to put in words, writing, or art the things that were happening.
In retrospect looking back i do believe i have blasted off before and have some interesting reports on those, but this was the first time I have ever blasted off and thought I was never coming back to earth, my earthlife was not a reality in this scenario. Just a dream. It blew my mind the whole time during this experience and I was okay with it. A little upset until it finally wore off enough for me to realize Earth does exist. haha. Then I was so happy. This was a very enjoyable experience. Even the freaking out about if my life had been just a dream or not wasn't too bad, i wanted it to exist and it was relieving when it came back, but I was willing to accept that my life didn't exist, which i believe made the experience way better than it could have been.
Well to start this was my around 8-10th time smoking Deems. I actually had some highquality product which i was very proud of. I have taken large doses before but I just don't think I was truly ready until this time. I think the drug almost chooses for you when you are ready. I was doing this in my room alone our of my eclipse vape attachment to my water pipe i packed a .08 hit in there with a little residue that was not finished from my previous hit.
I've always read about DMT hyperspace and experienced entities and new places in previous trips where i was close to breaking through and may even have broke through i just dont consider it a true breakthrough till you forget you inhaled DMT and don't know whats going on anymore.
Well i got every last bit in that one hit. Immediatly stood up to lie on my bed where i prefer to kind of dose off you know. Shortly i was in the DMT hyperspace a tunnel of kaleidoscopic patterns that has always lasted extremely short for me and have not had enough time to analyze the tunnel itself which i look forward to. It abruptly drops me off somewhere everytime. This time i was in a whole new place, everything was so brightly lit it was almost too bright for comfort. Everything was shifting chaotically. People were coming and disappearing in blinks of an eye. These people were all humanoid but not exactly humans. Patterns were everywhere and everything was changing colors. Pieces of furniture, tables, light fixtures, all appearing disappearing instantly. There was no sky, no foliage, anywhere. I kept looking around this strange place seeing people come and go and objects come and go patterns come and go. Just plain chaos. I kept thinking to myself that I'm never going to get out of this. It seemed to last hours and it seemed like I had been there my entire life in this void of crazy chaos. I thought back on what i thought was my life here on planet earth. It seemed so far away to the point where i thought my real life was a dream and that I Just woke up to the real world which was actually this chaotic void of patterns colors energy and just crazy. To the point where these words do not give it any justice whatsoever and I will never be able to put in words, writing, or art the things that were happening.
In retrospect looking back i do believe i have blasted off before and have some interesting reports on those, but this was the first time I have ever blasted off and thought I was never coming back to earth, my earthlife was not a reality in this scenario. Just a dream. It blew my mind the whole time during this experience and I was okay with it. A little upset until it finally wore off enough for me to realize Earth does exist. haha. Then I was so happy. This was a very enjoyable experience. Even the freaking out about if my life had been just a dream or not wasn't too bad, i wanted it to exist and it was relieving when it came back, but I was willing to accept that my life didn't exist, which i believe made the experience way better than it could have been.
thats funny. interesting you say that you felt you had been there hundreds of times. That is exactly how I felt, It has bothered me every day since I took it. After about 3 days i came to some very eerie conclusions. Even now I'm still seriously accepting the possibility that I have in fact been there as I feel hundreds of times. I feel like we as "souls" project ourselves into these vessels (humans on earth in this instance) to escape the stress and overwhelming place I was at. It is almost as if all the answers were given to me and it was driving me crazy. I could definetly see myself going crazy if i was stuck there for even longer durations. 
