First Breakthrew...My god...its all True

[Psykinetic]

Good morning fellow travelers. Im going to keep this brief because I could write 1000 pages at this moment and I wouldnt even come close to an acurate description of what happened to me last night. I made a post after work yesterday because I was so happy my first successful crystal pull had happened, (I probably got close to 200 mgs from 3 separate mason jars). I was very happy. Around 8oclock I went in my room witch is esentialy a live-in ritual chamber,lots of psychedelic art,books,many live. Plants. Of the Phantastica.
Any way...using the tec for "sandwiching" in a nice glass pipe(p.s. thanks for posting dude I think its a post from "sticky").
I broke threw for the first time. I thought I had been close befor,now I know beyond doubt that I was in onset and preliminary effects last week,granted those effects were amazing. But, nothing,not the stydying,not the reading if so many trip reports,nuro-zcience,philosophy, spirituality...Terrance McKenna...its all true..and so very much more,nothing could have prepared me. I simply am awe struck. Ive been using and for much of my live overusing many diverent drugs and now entheogens and even drinking Jurema or DMT Tea....is nothing like smoking the crystal form of this truly Magickal Molecule. And the thing is...maby an hr.or two aftef that first journey to an actual real alternate reaity/demention...I f-ing went back...and later again..,and with many smaller astounding mini journeys along the way to the 3 real deep breakthrews. My God....its all true isnt it. This is the begining,of a whole new understanding and world for me. Thank you all for making this sight possible, without all of the great knowledge on here...if I had experienced (im not sure the word "experienced" is even applicable to what I lived last evening...I mean realy) I would think that I had lost it,or that I was an angel of some kind(hmmm...maby). Knowing this whole amazing,beautiful beyond description and hyper Intense world has existed all along,right beyond the viel of " normal" consciousness. ..Wow...realy...F-ing WOW.
Love and light to all travelers

 

[steppa]

Beautiful!

Love and light my Friend! Keep it!

 

[Felnik]

:thumb_up:

 

[hardboiled]

There you go my friend!:d

Peace & Love

 

[Enoon]

Yes, nurozcience is true...!

Congratulations. It's interesting how some people come out with "it's all true" while others come out with "it's all a lie - everythign I've known is a lie". What it boils down to is that you believe to have found some new form of absolute truth. But I'd be careful with truths. It's easy to get blinded by them and miss the bigger picture, or the actual show, if we focus too much on what we believe is true. There's always more to learn.

So take your time, and don't forget to think, as you now journey with this additional experience under your belt, and perhaps many to come. Integrate, grow, love.

 

[Winemaker]

Amazing

 

[oversoul1919]

Interesting. As some noted here before, some upon coming back from a journey say it's all lie. Some, like you say it's all true.



Good story mate, I'm happy for you. I hope that you'll be persistent in your search for knowledge, believe me, you have barely scratched the surface, there's much more to learn.

And remember what the great Terence McKenna once said: "Nobody is smarter than you are."

Peace and love.

 

[darklordsson]

No one really knows how to describe it. Congrats on that leap of faith! "Its just something you need to find out for yourself"

Happy Journeys Friend! Best Wishes:thumb_up:

--dls--

 

[Continuum]

Hi psy! Congratulations on the successful extraction and the amazing experience.

Love and light,
Your friend from the plant place

 

[uz1l0v3r]

I'm so envious. I've been using DMT off and on for six years or so, and still no breakthrough. Your experience sounds incredible.

 

[waitwhatwhere]

Congrats, psykinetic, may this be the beginning of your journey

You are right though, it's definitely something...truth, lies...but which??? :twisted:

What if our universe is the inside of a black hole of a collapsed 4D star and DMT lets you get a peek outside? What if DMT takes us to the aboriginal dreamtime? Or the collective unconscious?

What if words will never touch it in a billion years (okay, that last part is probably true)? 8)

 

[--Shadow]

Welcome to the Nexus :thumb_up:

I remember the same thing, heaps of sub-breakthrus the whole time thinking I had "Broken thru". That was when I was having it several times per week.....

...then I REALLY broke thru..! (And remember the first time thinking "No... I overdosed! Im dead!", then you realise there is nothing actually scary going on, it's ALL SO BEAUTIFUL... You KNOW you will forget the detail upon your return

I've been.. ..not scared ever since then, but it certainly takes me A LOT of courage to build up before I journey these days... Now it's maybe once a month for me at most.

 

[Psykinetic]

Thanks so much everyone who commented on my breakthrew post! I realy feel welcone here and Im not the type who feel welcome often. Ive had a few days to let the experience settle in a little more and ...oh man,just so ...paradigm shattering! First off I just want to try to clear one thing up a bit,a few comments mentioned my " Its all true", I just want to kinda clarify. What I was trying to get accross was over my life I have been facinated by DMT trip reports and just how incredible the well written ones are. I never doubted Mr. McKenna's (or anyone elses) honesty,but aftet my week of smoking the oil and not quite getting there(but going way farther than most other entheogens) I stated to think,maby I cant get to the complete interdimentional hyperspace?,maby they are talking about those ulta vivid visionary daydreams that come on Jurema sometimes? Maby I just cant get there...? Now I have gotten to similar realms a hanful of times in my life...once realy good high dose LSD in an amazing set and setting,once massive LSD dose and a full tank of nitrous oxide(ohhh...the 90's hmmm how I miss them)and some other dimensional travel with ketamine and PCP. But as profound and wonderful those journeys were...they were not "machine elves" and what Im calling the"Befor Birth,After Death Golden Nebula Space". What I realy meant by "its all True" was and is...that by my 3rd breakthrough I knew that every amazing beautiful word I had read was Literal(actualy the reality of those trips blew away description). I knew with out a doubt that I had been to some of thoses same worlds,seen threw my mind in maby a different plain a different state or region of the same Magickal realm. It was such a thrill to have my self and projected doubts absolutely DEVISTATED and smashed away. I cryed during one of those dives that night...it was the first time in my existence as this person that I have ever cryed from Joy. I was bewildered, utterly bewildered. A lifetime of altered states and studying altered states...Ive got so so much to explore! So amazing.
So back to the "truth" comment, thats what I was getting at. I have never bought into the religious,sociatal,parental,normal truths we are taught. I dont knock anyone for what they believe,if life has shown you truth in some mainstream idea,them by all means,you should believe it,I remember in early gradeschool arguing with the nuns about god,i thought they were wrong about him/ her. Well by highschool I didnt believe almost anything that was accepted (I was a pissed off romantic kid who was on Way too much Acid way too often) but I do believe that even though I went too far....much better than not far enough. The LSD definatly helped shape me as a youth and kept my heart in a good place at a time it may have easily been lost,it also helped smash any last hangups or traditional "truths" I had been force fed.
Sorry for going on and on,but as muchad I love to write Ive no formal training and I just didnt want a false impression of myself out there.
As for my crystals, Ive done another nice pull and started soaking another batch of ACRB tonight. I have not made another journey yet though. It was just so amazing,and deep...and Mad...Devine Maddness! I may make another this night,if not I will sunday for sure, Its a full moon sunday,a "super moon" and I have a roofdeck( I live right in a tuff overpopulated low-income part if Boston,no yard). Im just enjoying processing the first breakthrough, some moments at work I just kinda giggle and smile to myself...remembering the wonderful terror and secret Magick that I have hidden in my room...everything just seems more connected and alive now.
Thanks again for welcoming me into this great community,
Light and love to all on the Poison Path

 

[FiniteFox]

Thanks for your words! As someone who is struggling to get some crystal/active goo from acrb I love to know that a traveler is blazing a trail into the unknown successfully. Much . Can you sound off about how you did your extractions and how you smoked them?

FF

 

[Theptitjo]

Songs good Psykinetic !!

Happy for you and wish you all the best for the next ones !!

Have a good one !

 

[C_b_4life]

"true" is snythesis of ones experiences in the time , until one finds the abslute truth-
so acually no one can say "true" about any thing , it can be "pragmatic truth" till next time... then im sure you will find even higher truth which will clasefy your old truth as an half truth and half truth is not a truth .... and so on , if someone claims to have the real and abslute truth hes proventing him self to get closer to the abslute truth :shock: :?:

i find it awsome that pepole are asking for truth in our crazy world , i think if one in not asking the truth , hes missing a great part from life and it is very sad....

have a great journeys get closer to love and may love be with you

 

[Psykinetic]

Hellow again friends! Im just checking in befor getting ready for work. Wow...its just so vast and challenging. ..in a beautiful,terrifying, benevolent kinda way...lol. Well Ive had a few more experiences since my big breakthrough night,and Im begining to realy see just how infinite hyperspace is( I know saying how."infinite" doesent realy make sense but Im was litteraly blown away a few hrs ago from a couple of small hits and Im still a bit floaty) each successive experience has been completely unique, I keep thinking (foolishly) that I can have some expectations about whats comming based on the previous trip and similar dose...but then the Ally laughs and says" Oh yea,Ill show you something lil'human" . Ive also discovered that I definatly had a bit of beginers luck that Aug 4th night. Ive had some beautiful transcendent breakthroughs since but not every time,Im still getting the hang of dose and ofcourse smoking. Ive been using a kind of changa method and having good luck over all. I scrape all my crystals and spread them on a glass plate to dry, now mine tend to get a bit mushy,atleast some of them or the edges of them,when this happens i sprinkle a bit of parsley and scrape them up with a razor,so its kinda a parsley DMT crystal, melted crystal goo. Now i also throw some parsely(fully dryred btw) Into my Crystal jars and rub off all the hard to reach goodies and oils. So in the end Im left with a super strong batch of Parsley Crystals and a weaker parsley batch from the jar scrape. I load a glass bowl with alittle weaker jar parsley,then put a nice clump of the oversaturated crystal parsley goo on top of that and sandwich it with a bit more of the softer stuff on top. I basicly copyed a realy cool post I found here in the smoking method section,Im sorry Im not sure of its author but I think it was one of the for "beginner having trouble breaking threw area".
As far as extraction I use ACRB 100 grms.at a time( only because I dont yet have enough mason jars and im kinda broke cause of less work hrs)
I do the standard lye and water ,shake the hell out,let cool,add warm naptha,roll around an hr or two (much longer for later pulls) sometimes I let settle and roll periodicly threw out the day. Remove naptha with glass turky baster,check for drops of acrb liquid,fan evaporate for an hr or 2 depending on amount( roughly 50%reduction pre-freeze) then I olace the naptha in 1or2 small jars and place in the back of freezer directly in front of the cold air vent...24 hrs later....its chrystal Christmas at the Psykinetic household!
Much love and light to everyone who comments on my posts!
Im an old trippet but new to DMT and the nexus,its so cool to talk to people who also see the beautiy and power of this molecule
There is SO much great info on this site,thanks Traveler for putting togeter this fantastic community!

 

[Akasha224]

Congratulations, and welcome. Extraction is just as big a part of the DMT experience as the effects of the drug itself; I find the journey to be much more poignant and satisfying when you know that you've basically brought those tiny little crystal keys to hyperspace into existence all by yourself.

As far as smoking method...I would invest in a GVG if I were you. I've had limited luck and threshold effects with the sandwich method, but as soon as I got a GVG, I started breaking through every time, and with much lower doses. It's a bit pricey, but beyond worth it in my opinion (plus it's great for Cannabis if you enjoy that as well).