hi, i need to post and share my story here. I got my first experience of DMT with the aya in jan this year and i had it after searching for truth through LSD for almost a year.
LSD took me in depth with how human mind works , logos , power game etc. but it hindered my ability to comprehend spirituality in worldview. the more i experienced trance like states of mind and senses the more i became sure of our mind being like an algoritm or computer feeding and making models on data and information around. then suddenly one night i found myself on a retreat with south american brew.
first the plant talked to me. i had no reason to not talk to it further because i could totally comprehend talking to a plant (something i was already open enough for). plant told me that she (notice gender) doesn't control my spirit but she can take me there if i drink more . i took my third cup (it took me two cups and 1/2 hours to talk to her)
BOOM!. i reached to a planet they told me who am i and where i am coming from and how powers in this universe live and connect together (notice: words are very hard to describe the experience) then after i blurted out some language for like an hour. speaking that language was the most powerful feeling i ever experienced in my body. then everything started coming down.
fast forward three more months of intense thoughts experiences of 'spirit guides' around me and a lot of reading and losing the opportunity of having ayahuasca again (long and painful story) i encountered CHANGA. it came from a guy who is a long time nexus member and an awesome guide. he helped me out in many ways i could thank of (another story).
changa experience : first hit and i am again back to that alien state and consecutive hits give me a sense and a channel to communicate with them. its not as strong as ayahuasca (its also very long) but its amazing and helping a lot. soon i make my own freebase and changa. i am from india and i think a lot of acacias around me are still to be examined for their true potential.
THIS post is to say hi to the mods and members. i have a lot respect to what you guys have done here! thankyou for this forum!
edit: sorry for grammatical errors or misspelled words!
LSD took me in depth with how human mind works , logos , power game etc. but it hindered my ability to comprehend spirituality in worldview. the more i experienced trance like states of mind and senses the more i became sure of our mind being like an algoritm or computer feeding and making models on data and information around. then suddenly one night i found myself on a retreat with south american brew.
first the plant talked to me. i had no reason to not talk to it further because i could totally comprehend talking to a plant (something i was already open enough for). plant told me that she (notice gender) doesn't control my spirit but she can take me there if i drink more . i took my third cup (it took me two cups and 1/2 hours to talk to her)
BOOM!. i reached to a planet they told me who am i and where i am coming from and how powers in this universe live and connect together (notice: words are very hard to describe the experience) then after i blurted out some language for like an hour. speaking that language was the most powerful feeling i ever experienced in my body. then everything started coming down.
fast forward three more months of intense thoughts experiences of 'spirit guides' around me and a lot of reading and losing the opportunity of having ayahuasca again (long and painful story) i encountered CHANGA. it came from a guy who is a long time nexus member and an awesome guide. he helped me out in many ways i could thank of (another story).
changa experience : first hit and i am again back to that alien state and consecutive hits give me a sense and a channel to communicate with them. its not as strong as ayahuasca (its also very long) but its amazing and helping a lot. soon i make my own freebase and changa. i am from india and i think a lot of acacias around me are still to be examined for their true potential.
THIS post is to say hi to the mods and members. i have a lot respect to what you guys have done here! thankyou for this forum!
edit: sorry for grammatical errors or misspelled words!
