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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: happy, not very nervous
(physical condition) Set: slightly hungover
Setting (location): Home, bedroom on bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 10:33pm straight dark
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) alcohol, pot, night before. 12mg DMT 30 minutes before this dose
last meal: (Time and type)2 slices of some dank pizza
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 138 lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) experienced
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)DMT
Dose(s): 20mg
Method of administration: meth bong, vaporized
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 10:30 pm
Duration: (x hours) 10 minutes
First effects: fast onset, very light body load, slight carrier wave
Peak: 1 minute?
Come down:
Baseline: 30 minutes
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4000!
Unplesantness: (0-4) 0 less than zero actually
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4000!
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 3, feel sharp and I feel awesome. 20-30 minutes
REPORT
This was my first breakthrough. I am very excited and pleased for this to finally happen. Anyways...
So i was tossing the idea back and forth all day whether or not to dose. I have been kinda down on myself about not having had a breakthrough all this time. Finally i got the courage in me to decide to take a small dose atleast, with the possibility to take more afterwards. I dosed around 12mg, had an awesome experience. That left me feeling light and happy. Feeling much less anxiety at this point I decided to go ahead and load 20mg and then sit on it until I felt it was time. I sat on nexus chat for a bit, then decided alright lets try this dose and then maybe I'll load a breakthrough dose after that.
I sat on the edge of the bed and cleared my lungs and my thoughts. Filled the chamber, cleared it. Got up and turned off the lights, pulled the beanie over my head laid down. The onset isnt so clear it came on pretty light unlike other times where I usually feel quite a bit of body load. I wasnt fully letting go yet, but could sense body disassociation starting to happen through the vibrations of each cell in my body.
My mind was fairly clear and I was seeing some pretty heavy visions at this point, I'm prolly about a minute in. I had a couple waves come over me, or my senses or something. I was kind of focusing on my breathing. This is the cool part for about breathing. I thought oh im breathing weird, so I tried to normalize it, then I realized that isnt what I want to do. So I slowed my breathing down till it felt like I wasnt breathing at all, for a second that didnt seem right so I tried breathing again. I could tell by the visuals, that wasnt what i wanted to do.
So then I slowly brought my breathing down till I couldnt tell if I was breathing or not and thats the last I remember of having thoughts. The visions got way more intense. i was seeing, only what I can describe as the "matrix" that makes up everything. These visuals far exceed any other fantastical DMT visuals I have ever had. It wasn't landscape or fully formed like I thought i would have, I didnt see any fully formed entities, I was in the computer programming section of hyperspace.
Information was flowing through some part of me that isnt a part of me or something like that. Everything was capable of folding, and when it did it was mirrored and also looked like it was unfolding at the same time. The geometric patterns were multidimensional in so many ways it was impossible to understand what I was even seeing.
This lasted 10 minutes, when I finally started to come back, I held on. I was able to elongate the vision longer while slowly fading into my body again. As soon as I was fully in my body I realized I had just vaped DMT and thats what just happened, I started laughing hysterically. I couldnt stop. It felt so good and it was a laugh that is alien to me.
I remember at some point where I realized "OMG this is a breakthrough!!" I have had mushrooms on my mind quite a bit for the last few days and remember thoughts floating through my consciousness that made me "think" (if thats even the right word) I had taken mushrooms and was having a mushroom breakthrough. This was strange to me after coming down. My thoughts were spread out like my mind expanded the size of the universe.
I'm sorry i cant explain more, this one def left me with quite a bit of memory loss.
I also havent had a very big DMT experience for quite awhile and I had the "Oh ya I forgot about this" sensation when I first got in. I always love that feeling too.
Accidental Breakthroughs are the best! And on 20mg's! That was so unexpected.
LOVE YOU GUYS
(mind)Set: happy, not very nervous
(physical condition) Set: slightly hungover
Setting (location): Home, bedroom on bed
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 10:33pm straight dark
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) alcohol, pot, night before. 12mg DMT 30 minutes before this dose
last meal: (Time and type)2 slices of some dank pizza
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 138 lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) experienced
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)DMT
Dose(s): 20mg
Method of administration: meth bong, vaporized
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 10:30 pm
Duration: (x hours) 10 minutes
First effects: fast onset, very light body load, slight carrier wave
Peak: 1 minute?
Come down:
Baseline: 30 minutes
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4000!
Unplesantness: (0-4) 0 less than zero actually
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4000!
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 3, feel sharp and I feel awesome. 20-30 minutes
REPORT
This was my first breakthrough. I am very excited and pleased for this to finally happen. Anyways...
So i was tossing the idea back and forth all day whether or not to dose. I have been kinda down on myself about not having had a breakthrough all this time. Finally i got the courage in me to decide to take a small dose atleast, with the possibility to take more afterwards. I dosed around 12mg, had an awesome experience. That left me feeling light and happy. Feeling much less anxiety at this point I decided to go ahead and load 20mg and then sit on it until I felt it was time. I sat on nexus chat for a bit, then decided alright lets try this dose and then maybe I'll load a breakthrough dose after that.
I sat on the edge of the bed and cleared my lungs and my thoughts. Filled the chamber, cleared it. Got up and turned off the lights, pulled the beanie over my head laid down. The onset isnt so clear it came on pretty light unlike other times where I usually feel quite a bit of body load. I wasnt fully letting go yet, but could sense body disassociation starting to happen through the vibrations of each cell in my body.
My mind was fairly clear and I was seeing some pretty heavy visions at this point, I'm prolly about a minute in. I had a couple waves come over me, or my senses or something. I was kind of focusing on my breathing. This is the cool part for about breathing. I thought oh im breathing weird, so I tried to normalize it, then I realized that isnt what I want to do. So I slowed my breathing down till it felt like I wasnt breathing at all, for a second that didnt seem right so I tried breathing again. I could tell by the visuals, that wasnt what i wanted to do.
So then I slowly brought my breathing down till I couldnt tell if I was breathing or not and thats the last I remember of having thoughts. The visions got way more intense. i was seeing, only what I can describe as the "matrix" that makes up everything. These visuals far exceed any other fantastical DMT visuals I have ever had. It wasn't landscape or fully formed like I thought i would have, I didnt see any fully formed entities, I was in the computer programming section of hyperspace.
Information was flowing through some part of me that isnt a part of me or something like that. Everything was capable of folding, and when it did it was mirrored and also looked like it was unfolding at the same time. The geometric patterns were multidimensional in so many ways it was impossible to understand what I was even seeing.
This lasted 10 minutes, when I finally started to come back, I held on. I was able to elongate the vision longer while slowly fading into my body again. As soon as I was fully in my body I realized I had just vaped DMT and thats what just happened, I started laughing hysterically. I couldnt stop. It felt so good and it was a laugh that is alien to me.
I remember at some point where I realized "OMG this is a breakthrough!!" I have had mushrooms on my mind quite a bit for the last few days and remember thoughts floating through my consciousness that made me "think" (if thats even the right word) I had taken mushrooms and was having a mushroom breakthrough. This was strange to me after coming down. My thoughts were spread out like my mind expanded the size of the universe.
I'm sorry i cant explain more, this one def left me with quite a bit of memory loss.
I also havent had a very big DMT experience for quite awhile and I had the "Oh ya I forgot about this" sensation when I first got in. I always love that feeling too.
Accidental Breakthroughs are the best! And on 20mg's! That was so unexpected.
LOVE YOU GUYS
I laugh forever after them, unable to get over how hilarious I find my thoughts of "oops, I accidentally crossed dimensions and had one of the most amazing, blissful, awe-inspiring experiences of my life!" I find it so beautifully silly.
