MenacingTrees
Rising Star
Another 50mg 1:1 E-Leaf experience.
This time to the tune of Maitreya - Biolumigen (STRONGLY Recommended, and I feel this song played an absolutely essential role in the events of this experience.)
This will be rather short, as it seems to be completely ineffable to describe it fully.
I have heard so much about the Machine elves, the Queen, and the guttural essence of "Her".
In my experiences thus far, I can't say I have encountered them - However I have definitely had the feeling that /they/ have encountered /me/.
I could feel them. Sense them. I felt like I was being watched. Not ominously, but intriguingly.
That all changed this time. I made sure to tell myself, repeatedly to pay attention this time. Focus. Understand. Observe. Accept.
Going into the second half of the experience She appeared. Or had she been there for some time? I distinctly remember thinking that I had known she was female all along, like it was normal for her to be there yet we have never met. And then it hit me.
She is Her. The all encompassing matriarchal essence of life.
She was sitting legs folded, not cross legged but both to one side with her hands on the floor. Beckoning me. Teaching me what I feel as though i've known all along, yet I have no idea what that is.
She moved around the space with such grace, as this is the first time I have truly had enough control to "look around" within this space.
I have not left my body yet. I feel that I have lost control of my body during these experiences, however I am fully still aware that my body exists in a dormant phase. Yet there she was. Clear as day. It is ingrained in my vision and it was the most beautiful experience I think i've ever witnessed.
'Till we meet again, Mother of All.
This time to the tune of Maitreya - Biolumigen (STRONGLY Recommended, and I feel this song played an absolutely essential role in the events of this experience.)
This will be rather short, as it seems to be completely ineffable to describe it fully.
I have heard so much about the Machine elves, the Queen, and the guttural essence of "Her".
In my experiences thus far, I can't say I have encountered them - However I have definitely had the feeling that /they/ have encountered /me/.
I could feel them. Sense them. I felt like I was being watched. Not ominously, but intriguingly.
That all changed this time. I made sure to tell myself, repeatedly to pay attention this time. Focus. Understand. Observe. Accept.
Going into the second half of the experience She appeared. Or had she been there for some time? I distinctly remember thinking that I had known she was female all along, like it was normal for her to be there yet we have never met. And then it hit me.
She is Her. The all encompassing matriarchal essence of life.
She was sitting legs folded, not cross legged but both to one side with her hands on the floor. Beckoning me. Teaching me what I feel as though i've known all along, yet I have no idea what that is.
She moved around the space with such grace, as this is the first time I have truly had enough control to "look around" within this space.
I have not left my body yet. I feel that I have lost control of my body during these experiences, however I am fully still aware that my body exists in a dormant phase. Yet there she was. Clear as day. It is ingrained in my vision and it was the most beautiful experience I think i've ever witnessed.
'Till we meet again, Mother of All.