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Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
After reading numerous threads about the dosage of DMT freebase the consensus seems to be 30-40mg for a breakthrough dose (though there is definite variation as reported here on the Nexus). I decided to vape 15mg as a test dose to see how my body would respond and increase the dosage as needed on subsequent trips. I've always been highly sensitive to psychoactives so thought this would be a safe way to start. 
I meditated awhile in my room with low light, put on some music, lit some incense, then vaped the dose while seated on my bed.
There were slight overlaying fractal-like visuals and subtle space altercations of the room where the walls and corners "pushed-out" enhanced light and the shadows seemed to "pop" when my eyes were open. A bending of the geometry of the room. With eyes closed I layed back on my bed and there was a development of intricate and complex patterns, a sea of bubbling movement swelling and churning in grays and subdued browns with bits of bright primary colors occasionally embedded in the scene. Wavestreams combined and separated while spinning, growing then evaporating. Very organic fractal patterns but not really geometric (no straight lines or definable angles), likened to animal cells seen under a microscope but a literal sea of these cells in constant flux. Some developed dark dots in their centers like nucleus and these particular ones seemed to become more stable and then migrate to each other in a "local" space. Meanwhile my body felt incredible, a feeling of becoming less massive but more alive as my awareness became my whole body. It seemed as if every cell in my body became self-aware and then merged with my higher consciousness, very hard to explain but definitely an ecstatic feeling... like a prolonged total body orgasm maybe?
So the bodily feelings intensified to incredible proportions, so complex no way to describe adequately, but I remember thinking during this experience that every possible physical feeling (from pain to pleasure) was a facet of ecstasy. Meanwhile my sense of space was expanding strangely as I felt I was going deeper into my body. The organic visual sea seemed to descend on me (or I expanded into it?) and in each recognizable cell was a dark gem, hundreds or maybe thousands now had this dark center and at some point all opened simultaneously to reveal an eye. Now things become extremely difficult to explain but my body and the sea of eyes became one and the same and there was a shift or folding of my consciousness. The eyes folded interdimensionally, many "folding" into one and then revealed to be set in a specific part of my body. I felt a sense of great expanse, limitless and infinite, but somehow all contained within my body, or the sense of a "body". There was also a kind of gigantic dimensional shift of space or expansion that I was subtly aware of as all of this was happening, like happening on a grander scale.
I slowly came back to reality after the dose wore off, my body felt quite pristine after that and I meditated for awhile before going to sleep.
The next day I tried 25mg and 35mg as subsequent test doses, but I haven't had a chance to write about the experiences yet as they're hard to put into words. The second trip was sort of OBE and the third my hands turned into God's hands, lol.
-EM
I meditated awhile in my room with low light, put on some music, lit some incense, then vaped the dose while seated on my bed.
There were slight overlaying fractal-like visuals and subtle space altercations of the room where the walls and corners "pushed-out" enhanced light and the shadows seemed to "pop" when my eyes were open. A bending of the geometry of the room. With eyes closed I layed back on my bed and there was a development of intricate and complex patterns, a sea of bubbling movement swelling and churning in grays and subdued browns with bits of bright primary colors occasionally embedded in the scene. Wavestreams combined and separated while spinning, growing then evaporating. Very organic fractal patterns but not really geometric (no straight lines or definable angles), likened to animal cells seen under a microscope but a literal sea of these cells in constant flux. Some developed dark dots in their centers like nucleus and these particular ones seemed to become more stable and then migrate to each other in a "local" space. Meanwhile my body felt incredible, a feeling of becoming less massive but more alive as my awareness became my whole body. It seemed as if every cell in my body became self-aware and then merged with my higher consciousness, very hard to explain but definitely an ecstatic feeling... like a prolonged total body orgasm maybe?
So the bodily feelings intensified to incredible proportions, so complex no way to describe adequately, but I remember thinking during this experience that every possible physical feeling (from pain to pleasure) was a facet of ecstasy. Meanwhile my sense of space was expanding strangely as I felt I was going deeper into my body. The organic visual sea seemed to descend on me (or I expanded into it?) and in each recognizable cell was a dark gem, hundreds or maybe thousands now had this dark center and at some point all opened simultaneously to reveal an eye. Now things become extremely difficult to explain but my body and the sea of eyes became one and the same and there was a shift or folding of my consciousness. The eyes folded interdimensionally, many "folding" into one and then revealed to be set in a specific part of my body. I felt a sense of great expanse, limitless and infinite, but somehow all contained within my body, or the sense of a "body". There was also a kind of gigantic dimensional shift of space or expansion that I was subtly aware of as all of this was happening, like happening on a grander scale.
I slowly came back to reality after the dose wore off, my body felt quite pristine after that and I meditated for awhile before going to sleep.
The next day I tried 25mg and 35mg as subsequent test doses, but I haven't had a chance to write about the experiences yet as they're hard to put into words. The second trip was sort of OBE and the third my hands turned into God's hands, lol.
-EM
