muttt.beans
Rising Star
This is my first post on here, just wanting to get involved in the online community. It's also feels like a little diary entry for me.
So I took my first hit (I was so nervous/excited) and it was strange as soon as everything in the room started changing, becoming more vibrant etc, I had 3 intrusive thoughts just pop up
1. oh I'm back, I haven't been here in ages (I imagine I was referring to how I feel on mushy trips)
2. It doesn't matter how much this costs, keep doing this (I think my unconscious self was concerned about money)
3. its a girl - shes putting on a show for me
Then second hit. Everything starts turning pink and blue (neon), just insane geometry everywhere but I'm still aware I'm in my room. In front of me is a plain white wall I see many of these pink tentacles coming in from the sides. They are making a spiral pattern and closing in on the white of the wall as if they are some type of mechanical door that is shutting, I'm not worried, I'm having a great time, just in awe honestly.
When the tentacles fully close in on themselves, I get another intrusive thought, close your eyes
now.
I see pink and blue Ganesha's everywhere, I'm watching a geometrical show of Ganesha transform into different shapes and sizes of himself, all swirling, morphing and meshing together, little Ganeshas make up big Ganesha's - it was his house or something, just space of only Ganesha, like a creative space.
I don't imagine this was a break though as it was more like watching TV eyes closed, and Ganesha didn't speak to me, or look at me, I more felt like I was spying on him or something. It lasted only minute.
I open my eyes, there's little geometrical Ganesha's on my clothing and bed sheets, and then sadly everything goes back to normal.
That was amazing.
So I took my first hit (I was so nervous/excited) and it was strange as soon as everything in the room started changing, becoming more vibrant etc, I had 3 intrusive thoughts just pop up
1. oh I'm back, I haven't been here in ages (I imagine I was referring to how I feel on mushy trips)
2. It doesn't matter how much this costs, keep doing this (I think my unconscious self was concerned about money)
3. its a girl - shes putting on a show for me
Then second hit. Everything starts turning pink and blue (neon), just insane geometry everywhere but I'm still aware I'm in my room. In front of me is a plain white wall I see many of these pink tentacles coming in from the sides. They are making a spiral pattern and closing in on the white of the wall as if they are some type of mechanical door that is shutting, I'm not worried, I'm having a great time, just in awe honestly.
When the tentacles fully close in on themselves, I get another intrusive thought, close your eyes
now.
I see pink and blue Ganesha's everywhere, I'm watching a geometrical show of Ganesha transform into different shapes and sizes of himself, all swirling, morphing and meshing together, little Ganeshas make up big Ganesha's - it was his house or something, just space of only Ganesha, like a creative space.
I don't imagine this was a break though as it was more like watching TV eyes closed, and Ganesha didn't speak to me, or look at me, I more felt like I was spying on him or something. It lasted only minute.
I open my eyes, there's little geometrical Ganesha's on my clothing and bed sheets, and then sadly everything goes back to normal.
That was amazing.
