The dosage was Hostillis 35grams with B. Caapi 100 grams, haven't done many hallucinogens, probably 2 or 3 times before years ago.
I did a regular 6 hour brew, with the egg tannin trick, this is how it came out
I had fasted for about 24 hours, Consumed the drink about half of it, then I got up and went to my bed to lay down, the movement I believe is what made me throw it up. Luckily there was a prepared garbage next to the bed. Everything came back out, probably about 40 minutes had elapsed. When I began to throw up. I drank the other half and laid down on my bed. Within 10 minutes of consumption I felt an aching pain in my lower stomach, nothing bad.. Just like when you have to goto the toilet and poop haha.
I listened to some trippy old indian trance music my friend had recommended. To this day I cannot listen to it without getting chills, before my trip and during it was fine.
I got the garbage bin prepared as I felt the need to throw up again. But nothing this time. I would close my eyes and see strong visuals of a waterfall drop in a beautiful Amazonian scenery. When my breakthrough came on full force, There was about a thousand eye like things watching me, and I was covered underneath a pile of snakes. I started to get paranoid at first, and freaking out, But I told myself to just go with it. I emerged from the snake pit and all my problems were gone, the eyes disappeared. I felt completely new, no problems, nothing to worry about. After I got rid of the anxiety, journey began.
Early on I remember opening my eyes and one point and saw a bunch of different patterns of shapes and colors. I was still in my room but, It was a completely different place. So I closed my eyes, and I didnt even open them back up, I was so lost within my thoughts. I wish I was able to remember how it looked with my eyes opened, but I only kept it open for not much longer than 5 seconds if that.
The mind itself was created out of nothingness. Because you cannot simply have nothing, the mind had created this Universe and existence, I believe everyone is somehow linked or connected in a way, this was the majority of my experience although I cannot put the rest of it into words and vaguely remember it all. I met an entity who was able to change forms, The entity showed me a different perception of time. Kind of like the end of matrix revolutions when hes get into the room with the creator and views 1000's of different screens at once. We went to the beginning of time and to the end of time. I saw Buddhist monks at the top of mountains, Shamans practicing a ritual, Volcanoes erupting, Hurricanes closing in. And John Lenon, which was a pretty strange figure to see.
What I took away from it is, that reality extends beyond the 3- dimensional reality that we exist in and extends beyond 4th (maybe more) dimensional reality. The only reason we cannot perceive these higher dimensions is because we have been clouding our minds/ and feeding our false ego with low density energies/emotions of fear, greed, hate, which in turn has separated us from our true higher selves. Meditation really is a powerful thing, can help to unlock this.
This isn't the only reality, I now feel as if dreams are really bigger than what we originally thought it to be. Our mind created all of this, all humans are connected somehow. I saw time on a different plane, in a non-linear way. The best way I can describe this is "The Egg" by Andy Weir with a combination of the movie Slacker (1991 version).
To explain what I mean about dimensions, is something I encountered a while ago.
Similar to Plato's Allegory of the cave
We will never know, because we are just moles who aren't aware of sight even existing.
here is a link for the egg story in case you guys are interested in reading it.
The whole experience probably lasted about 4 to 5 hours, and it was one of the greatest things I had ever done.
I am now much more organized, have less social anxiety, and stopped drinking alcohol (except for the occasional glass of wine).
I did a regular 6 hour brew, with the egg tannin trick, this is how it came out
I had fasted for about 24 hours, Consumed the drink about half of it, then I got up and went to my bed to lay down, the movement I believe is what made me throw it up. Luckily there was a prepared garbage next to the bed. Everything came back out, probably about 40 minutes had elapsed. When I began to throw up. I drank the other half and laid down on my bed. Within 10 minutes of consumption I felt an aching pain in my lower stomach, nothing bad.. Just like when you have to goto the toilet and poop haha.
I listened to some trippy old indian trance music my friend had recommended. To this day I cannot listen to it without getting chills, before my trip and during it was fine.
I got the garbage bin prepared as I felt the need to throw up again. But nothing this time. I would close my eyes and see strong visuals of a waterfall drop in a beautiful Amazonian scenery. When my breakthrough came on full force, There was about a thousand eye like things watching me, and I was covered underneath a pile of snakes. I started to get paranoid at first, and freaking out, But I told myself to just go with it. I emerged from the snake pit and all my problems were gone, the eyes disappeared. I felt completely new, no problems, nothing to worry about. After I got rid of the anxiety, journey began.
Early on I remember opening my eyes and one point and saw a bunch of different patterns of shapes and colors. I was still in my room but, It was a completely different place. So I closed my eyes, and I didnt even open them back up, I was so lost within my thoughts. I wish I was able to remember how it looked with my eyes opened, but I only kept it open for not much longer than 5 seconds if that.
The mind itself was created out of nothingness. Because you cannot simply have nothing, the mind had created this Universe and existence, I believe everyone is somehow linked or connected in a way, this was the majority of my experience although I cannot put the rest of it into words and vaguely remember it all. I met an entity who was able to change forms, The entity showed me a different perception of time. Kind of like the end of matrix revolutions when hes get into the room with the creator and views 1000's of different screens at once. We went to the beginning of time and to the end of time. I saw Buddhist monks at the top of mountains, Shamans practicing a ritual, Volcanoes erupting, Hurricanes closing in. And John Lenon, which was a pretty strange figure to see.
What I took away from it is, that reality extends beyond the 3- dimensional reality that we exist in and extends beyond 4th (maybe more) dimensional reality. The only reason we cannot perceive these higher dimensions is because we have been clouding our minds/ and feeding our false ego with low density energies/emotions of fear, greed, hate, which in turn has separated us from our true higher selves. Meditation really is a powerful thing, can help to unlock this.
This isn't the only reality, I now feel as if dreams are really bigger than what we originally thought it to be. Our mind created all of this, all humans are connected somehow. I saw time on a different plane, in a non-linear way. The best way I can describe this is "The Egg" by Andy Weir with a combination of the movie Slacker (1991 version).
To explain what I mean about dimensions, is something I encountered a while ago.
Similar to Plato's Allegory of the cave
We ONLY know the world in Five senses. To feel, taste, see, hear, and Smell. These are the methods we use to interpret the world and universe. Everything we ever learned about the world came from ONLY these senses. All the tools, methods, and various ways we learn all cater to either one of these senses.
There are creatures on this earth who are born without some of these senses. Take for instance the Star Nosed Mole, It is born functionally blind. However, it lives life perfectly fine, because it doesn't know what it feels like to experience sight. (Close your eyes and put yourselves in his shoes if you want). He doesn't know wtf a "Color" is, he doesn't know what movement looks like. Sunshine? Forget about it. Darkness? What? He Doesn't know wtf a cloud is But he knows what it feels like when it rains...etc etc So all these things existing around him all the time, he never knew but never gave a fk either.
--SO..... Lets play god for a second and give this creature sight. *POOF*! YOU CAN SEE NOW MOLE .. automatically this mole is now creaming on himself because he is now witnessing an entire plane of information flooding into his brain. He can now see the world, and experience these "things" that have been going on around him all the time. He is constantly saying to himself "I never knew!" Now he has a deeper understanding of how EXISTENCE works
Now its time for the mind blown portion of this post.
Lets get stupid silly, and imagine if ALIENS came down to earth and "played god" like we did with the mole. They gave us an extra "sense" called Beebly-Feebling. Imagine what this Extra sense would allow us to "experience". things that are occurring around us this whole time that we were not able to "sense". It could be seeing into the future (as rediculous as that sounds, it could be a common ability to some entity in the universe) But basically it could be ANYTHING.
We will never know, because we are just moles who aren't aware of sight even existing.
here is a link for the egg story in case you guys are interested in reading it.
The whole experience probably lasted about 4 to 5 hours, and it was one of the greatest things I had ever done.
I am now much more organized, have less social anxiety, and stopped drinking alcohol (except for the occasional glass of wine).
Sounds like you had a wonderful journey.
If you count even just our normal 5 senses, you come up with quite a few different permutations. I could be way off here, but I like throwing different ideas out to stir up conversation. 