Venus in Furs
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wow that sounds like an awesome experience, and makes me super excited to try it myself! 
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First Experience with Aya
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, That was my first and most powerful experience to date. Just for an update, I have not done it back since, but I have having strong urges to do so. But I am not ready for it yet. I still see life in a different perspective and how the majority of people are unaware of whats really going on.
I do my best to try and help out people and sometimes go out of my way. I have stopped meditating, stopped being organized. Started to drink again, anxiety is back, but still not as bad as it was before. Everything lasted for about 2 months or so, I was also able to poorly draw some of the images in my head, and after that I was completely unable to draw anything similar to it again.
The most interesting part as to why I came back here is because I had stumbled upon this image a few days ago
This is exactly what I had seen, and in the bottom was a snake pit.
I do my best to try and help out people and sometimes go out of my way. I have stopped meditating, stopped being organized. Started to drink again, anxiety is back, but still not as bad as it was before. Everything lasted for about 2 months or so, I was also able to poorly draw some of the images in my head, and after that I was completely unable to draw anything similar to it again.
The most interesting part as to why I came back here is because I had stumbled upon this image a few days ago
This is exactly what I had seen, and in the bottom was a snake pit.
VisualAnemia
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GaDoomZ said:
Mind over matter, kudos bro
Update:
Not sure where else to post so I decided i'll update it here.
I've tried Aya for a total of 6 times now, the most recent being about 7 months ago. My first still being the most powerful as the dosage was probably 3-4x the normal recommended dosage. Wow what a feeling, I can definitely say that my life has changed in a few ways,
Before Aya, I was in school for Business and Economics. Obsessed with making money and everything I did revolved around money. Since then I have for the most part stopped trying to become rich, and sold all my stocks to travel the world. However I do have hopes to one day start my own business, but that is a different story.
It was a gradual coming to acceptance change rather than something immediate, and just a change in the way of thinking and processing. I no longer care about material possessions (I use a flip phone now, and try to adopt a minimalist way of living, and almost entirely cut out television).
I've become well read, reading more books in the past two years than I've read my entire life, also I've travelled quite a bit (6 months in SEA), and will be living in East Asia for a year this time in March. Now I cannot attribute all the wonderful changes to this, but I would say it was the main starting point for all of these, and it didn't right away, but my mindset slowly shifted over time.
Not sure where else to post so I decided i'll update it here.
I've tried Aya for a total of 6 times now, the most recent being about 7 months ago. My first still being the most powerful as the dosage was probably 3-4x the normal recommended dosage. Wow what a feeling, I can definitely say that my life has changed in a few ways,
Before Aya, I was in school for Business and Economics. Obsessed with making money and everything I did revolved around money. Since then I have for the most part stopped trying to become rich, and sold all my stocks to travel the world. However I do have hopes to one day start my own business, but that is a different story.
It was a gradual coming to acceptance change rather than something immediate, and just a change in the way of thinking and processing. I no longer care about material possessions (I use a flip phone now, and try to adopt a minimalist way of living, and almost entirely cut out television).
I've become well read, reading more books in the past two years than I've read my entire life, also I've travelled quite a bit (6 months in SEA), and will be living in East Asia for a year this time in March. Now I cannot attribute all the wonderful changes to this, but I would say it was the main starting point for all of these, and it didn't right away, but my mindset slowly shifted over time.
