cheddar_bob
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
in the past i've been totally blown away with salvia extracts so was a bit timid when starting to explore DMT. i've had a small number of experiences over the last 4 months with changa, and maybe its subjective that the changa is 'easier' launch than the saliva but its still intimidating. It is NOT something i find myself being able to do on a 'whim'... (ie. got my **** done for the night, how about a bowl...) i find i have to mentally prepare for the experience to build up the nerve.
i should have gone with straight caapi leaf on the first batch, but instead i put together a concentrated extract of caapi leaves, blue lotus & pao d'arco that i evapped on mullein and then weighed out 1:1 to make the changa. So, there is going to be heavy caapi, blue lotus and pao influence in the smoke which i'm sure makes it more complex than straight caapi + dmt.
initially i'd try to weigh out a bit and load it to smoke but lately i've just stuffed a pipe like i would with MJ and rip into it. thus far i've never gotten past 3 tokes before i find myself setting the pipe down. usually by the time i've finished exhaling the first toke the 'carrier wave' sensation is coming on and builds through the 2nd toke; when i first started i was putting the pipe down at that point thinking "this is coming on hard", but i've pushed on to taking a 3rd toke and usually by the time i've exhaled and put the pipe down things are changing. its pretty consistent for me to enter the experience with what i term "lego vision" where my vision of physical reality turns to one where it appears everything is built of lego blocks before then drifting into 'hyperspace' (it doesn't feel like a launch but a fading from one into another). I haven't read anyone else mentioning this 'lego vision', but its very consistent for me (perhaps due to added components to the smoke).
the first time i really got there, i layed on the couch very still to try to interalize it all (which i find works very very well for me when exploring with 'shrooms) but in this case i quickly felt like i was 'hiding' from it and as i diverted my awareness back 'out' it was like i was actually navigating a space where visions would change as i turned my head to look in different directions.
it is a very foreign experience with highly contrasting colors forming ever-changing geometric shapes. eyes opened or closed does not make a difference whether the visuals are present but does seem to change it, as i've noticed if i'm sitting there with my eyes closed watching the fractals but then open my eyes, the fractals still completely encompass my vision but change to a different 'setting' and pattern. as soon as I close my eyes again the patterns change again, not back to what they were before, but to a whole new scene. either way, visually, i'm in complete hyperspace and do not see anything in ordinary reality until the come down where i drift back to 'lego vision' and then baseline.
i've read many experiences discussing entities or elves but i have yet to see any. I had ONE experience that was odd/interesting where i really made the most of those 3 tokes and as i shifted back into the couch and started exploring, i had the sensation of being watched... not in a spooky way or intimidating way; but in the way i would think someone would watch as a new guest in their home explored all the trinkets and pictures you'd have out. i did not 'see' any entities but i sensed there were several just watching me non-judgingly.
I'm sure a 4th toke would catapult me further but i've yet worked up the nerve... im not sure why as when i come out i'm not 'shaken' but i think its just due to how foreign the experience is. i'm the most experienced psychonaut out of my circles of friends and usually need heroic doses to 'get there' and then just enjoy it, but i'm exploring salvia and dmt on my own and they are VERY different...
i am eager to try ayahuasca and plan to due a caapi tea with weighed fumarate salts but again am a bit intimidated. i would prefer to do it on a saturday night, but my opportunities are few and far between as having things line up where i'm mentally prepared for it, am free from responsibility for the weekend and have time to brew up the tea in preparation doesn't seem to happen often.
a way i think about it is that the psychedelic experience expands consciousness and that level cannot be fully supported so the more time in regular reality between those experiences is more time where consciousness contracts. ultimately i seem to have periods where i feel deficient or clouded, where i feel i needed to 'wipe the slate clean' or 'blow out the cobwebs' and would seek out a psychedelic experience to reground me and expand the consciousness as a cleansing experience. I think ayahuasca would be tremendously helpful in this respect, but have yet to get to that point where my sense of contracted consciousness overcomes my intimidation of what may come.
i should have gone with straight caapi leaf on the first batch, but instead i put together a concentrated extract of caapi leaves, blue lotus & pao d'arco that i evapped on mullein and then weighed out 1:1 to make the changa. So, there is going to be heavy caapi, blue lotus and pao influence in the smoke which i'm sure makes it more complex than straight caapi + dmt.
initially i'd try to weigh out a bit and load it to smoke but lately i've just stuffed a pipe like i would with MJ and rip into it. thus far i've never gotten past 3 tokes before i find myself setting the pipe down. usually by the time i've finished exhaling the first toke the 'carrier wave' sensation is coming on and builds through the 2nd toke; when i first started i was putting the pipe down at that point thinking "this is coming on hard", but i've pushed on to taking a 3rd toke and usually by the time i've exhaled and put the pipe down things are changing. its pretty consistent for me to enter the experience with what i term "lego vision" where my vision of physical reality turns to one where it appears everything is built of lego blocks before then drifting into 'hyperspace' (it doesn't feel like a launch but a fading from one into another). I haven't read anyone else mentioning this 'lego vision', but its very consistent for me (perhaps due to added components to the smoke).
the first time i really got there, i layed on the couch very still to try to interalize it all (which i find works very very well for me when exploring with 'shrooms) but in this case i quickly felt like i was 'hiding' from it and as i diverted my awareness back 'out' it was like i was actually navigating a space where visions would change as i turned my head to look in different directions.
it is a very foreign experience with highly contrasting colors forming ever-changing geometric shapes. eyes opened or closed does not make a difference whether the visuals are present but does seem to change it, as i've noticed if i'm sitting there with my eyes closed watching the fractals but then open my eyes, the fractals still completely encompass my vision but change to a different 'setting' and pattern. as soon as I close my eyes again the patterns change again, not back to what they were before, but to a whole new scene. either way, visually, i'm in complete hyperspace and do not see anything in ordinary reality until the come down where i drift back to 'lego vision' and then baseline.
i've read many experiences discussing entities or elves but i have yet to see any. I had ONE experience that was odd/interesting where i really made the most of those 3 tokes and as i shifted back into the couch and started exploring, i had the sensation of being watched... not in a spooky way or intimidating way; but in the way i would think someone would watch as a new guest in their home explored all the trinkets and pictures you'd have out. i did not 'see' any entities but i sensed there were several just watching me non-judgingly.
I'm sure a 4th toke would catapult me further but i've yet worked up the nerve... im not sure why as when i come out i'm not 'shaken' but i think its just due to how foreign the experience is. i'm the most experienced psychonaut out of my circles of friends and usually need heroic doses to 'get there' and then just enjoy it, but i'm exploring salvia and dmt on my own and they are VERY different...
i am eager to try ayahuasca and plan to due a caapi tea with weighed fumarate salts but again am a bit intimidated. i would prefer to do it on a saturday night, but my opportunities are few and far between as having things line up where i'm mentally prepared for it, am free from responsibility for the weekend and have time to brew up the tea in preparation doesn't seem to happen often.
a way i think about it is that the psychedelic experience expands consciousness and that level cannot be fully supported so the more time in regular reality between those experiences is more time where consciousness contracts. ultimately i seem to have periods where i feel deficient or clouded, where i feel i needed to 'wipe the slate clean' or 'blow out the cobwebs' and would seek out a psychedelic experience to reground me and expand the consciousness as a cleansing experience. I think ayahuasca would be tremendously helpful in this respect, but have yet to get to that point where my sense of contracted consciousness overcomes my intimidation of what may come.



