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Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
I went to hyperspace recently and I joined this site to talk about it, so here goes:
I have a long history with psychedelics aside from dmt. Psychedelics have been the most powerful and transformative force throughout my life and I am proud to have used them responsibly from an early age. My introduction to them was at the age of 13 via LSD and I was lucky in that the people who shared it with me also impressed upon me the sacred and powerful nature of these compounds. As I've aged, my relationship with psychedelics has changed. It's been through several multiyear cycles of varying intensity but it's always been with me and even when I went years between trips, I still used the wisdom they had given me to continue my spiritual journey.
I had smoked DMT several times before this and had very pleasant experiences overall. I had closed eye visuals with very rich organic imagery and sometimes the presence of a female earth goddess who showed me love visualized as a pathway through dimensions. It was beautiful.
Recently, I smoked about a gram of very pure crystals from a mhrb STB extraction out of a glass weed pipe with a small weed crumb base. I was in an excellent set and setting and thats the only reason I felt comfortable taking that amount. Sitting on my bed in a quiet room with my girlfriend next to me and nothing on my mind seemed like a responsible way to up my dmt dosage.
After the second hit, I showed up in hypspace I suppose the way you normally do, crashing through a psychic barrier of sorts. Naturally I was shocked and amazed. Without a doubt this was the most incredible psychedelic experience of my life. Sitting there on my bed with my eyes open I saw another dimension. The color of the space was changing to a completely different color altogether every second or so, very rapidly. There were these things bouncing around the place that defy explanation. There were tons of them.
It seemed that just as soon as I broke through a couple of these creatures bounded over to me and covered my eyes with their hands except they weren't really hands and when they covered my eyes all I could see was white and I also became very confused to the point where I couldn't remember who or what I was. I could hear some of them giggling and others bounding past but I couldn't remember myself in a very weird way. It was slightly terrifying but the best was yet to come.
As I'm sitting there trying to recall the basic aspects of my identity, I hear one of them bounce past and say very quickly "you're a person on dmt". Hearing that jolted me back and somehow remembering who I was also enabled me to see out of this haze/veil/hand covering that these couple of things had over me. At the same time that I realized that I was a person and myself, I also realized that these things definitely were not people, not in any way shape or form. It also seemed like they we're jealous of my humanity? It's weird to say "it seemed like..." and then attribute thoughts to them because they weren't saying these things to me, I just felt them.
Anyway, I'm sitting there stunned and a little shaken and these things are everywhere bouncing past all around. It seemed like some viewed me as a novelty and would bounce up to look at me grinning while others tried to bounce in and out of me and then there were the tricky ones who tried to do something scary to me and they were sort of hanging around leering at me and my humanity is seemed. That's when I heard one the guys tricking me say to the one that helped me "Shut up!". That was probably the single most bizarre moment of my life up to now. Wow. I just heard an entity get mad at another one.
Then another bounced up to me and recites a string of utterly bizarre yet fascinating word combinations, that almost sounded like he was trying to explain an idea too complex for my brain to process and it was coming out as nonsense instead.
Since my eyes were open and I am seeing a bunch of weird creatures walking around my bedroom and arguing with each other, I began to wonder how long this would last. I looked over at my girlfriend to ask her how many of them were in our room but she's laying down in a closed eye trip (she didn't break through but went to a room of curtains and sensed entities).
After that I sat there looking at them and feeling the most grateful to be a human that I ever have in my entire life. As with most of my difficult trips, the effect on my waking life has been overwhelmingly positive, like bitter medicine. But this first trip to hyperspace has left me with many more questions than answers.
First, has anybody else seen entities interact with each other in unpredictable ways?
Has anybody else experienced the sense of having games played on you by entities?
I'm just so amazed.
I have a long history with psychedelics aside from dmt. Psychedelics have been the most powerful and transformative force throughout my life and I am proud to have used them responsibly from an early age. My introduction to them was at the age of 13 via LSD and I was lucky in that the people who shared it with me also impressed upon me the sacred and powerful nature of these compounds. As I've aged, my relationship with psychedelics has changed. It's been through several multiyear cycles of varying intensity but it's always been with me and even when I went years between trips, I still used the wisdom they had given me to continue my spiritual journey.
I had smoked DMT several times before this and had very pleasant experiences overall. I had closed eye visuals with very rich organic imagery and sometimes the presence of a female earth goddess who showed me love visualized as a pathway through dimensions. It was beautiful.
Recently, I smoked about a gram of very pure crystals from a mhrb STB extraction out of a glass weed pipe with a small weed crumb base. I was in an excellent set and setting and thats the only reason I felt comfortable taking that amount. Sitting on my bed in a quiet room with my girlfriend next to me and nothing on my mind seemed like a responsible way to up my dmt dosage.
After the second hit, I showed up in hypspace I suppose the way you normally do, crashing through a psychic barrier of sorts. Naturally I was shocked and amazed. Without a doubt this was the most incredible psychedelic experience of my life. Sitting there on my bed with my eyes open I saw another dimension. The color of the space was changing to a completely different color altogether every second or so, very rapidly. There were these things bouncing around the place that defy explanation. There were tons of them.
It seemed that just as soon as I broke through a couple of these creatures bounded over to me and covered my eyes with their hands except they weren't really hands and when they covered my eyes all I could see was white and I also became very confused to the point where I couldn't remember who or what I was. I could hear some of them giggling and others bounding past but I couldn't remember myself in a very weird way. It was slightly terrifying but the best was yet to come.
As I'm sitting there trying to recall the basic aspects of my identity, I hear one of them bounce past and say very quickly "you're a person on dmt". Hearing that jolted me back and somehow remembering who I was also enabled me to see out of this haze/veil/hand covering that these couple of things had over me. At the same time that I realized that I was a person and myself, I also realized that these things definitely were not people, not in any way shape or form. It also seemed like they we're jealous of my humanity? It's weird to say "it seemed like..." and then attribute thoughts to them because they weren't saying these things to me, I just felt them.
Anyway, I'm sitting there stunned and a little shaken and these things are everywhere bouncing past all around. It seemed like some viewed me as a novelty and would bounce up to look at me grinning while others tried to bounce in and out of me and then there were the tricky ones who tried to do something scary to me and they were sort of hanging around leering at me and my humanity is seemed. That's when I heard one the guys tricking me say to the one that helped me "Shut up!". That was probably the single most bizarre moment of my life up to now. Wow. I just heard an entity get mad at another one.
Then another bounced up to me and recites a string of utterly bizarre yet fascinating word combinations, that almost sounded like he was trying to explain an idea too complex for my brain to process and it was coming out as nonsense instead.
Since my eyes were open and I am seeing a bunch of weird creatures walking around my bedroom and arguing with each other, I began to wonder how long this would last. I looked over at my girlfriend to ask her how many of them were in our room but she's laying down in a closed eye trip (she didn't break through but went to a room of curtains and sensed entities).
After that I sat there looking at them and feeling the most grateful to be a human that I ever have in my entire life. As with most of my difficult trips, the effect on my waking life has been overwhelmingly positive, like bitter medicine. But this first trip to hyperspace has left me with many more questions than answers.
First, has anybody else seen entities interact with each other in unpredictable ways?
Has anybody else experienced the sense of having games played on you by entities?
I'm just so amazed.
