LearningToFly88
Rising Star
First off i would like to say THANK YOU for allowing me to be apart of this wonderful source of information called the dmt nexus... well after accomplishing some mycology and believed to have gotten everything i could out of my "golden teachers" i felt i was ready to move on to dmt ( it came to me in a cpl trips which inspired me to do alot of reading on here) i have had pervious experience with lsd, 2ci, and mdma as well so i figured i was prepared to take a deeper look "into the rabbit hole" and try dmt.... so i did my first extraction using normans stb tek and had problems with the xtals melting but after working on my techniques i have gotten yellow waxy xtals and have sampled them in increasing doses...I use a dab/oil rig with MUCH success. my breakthroughs were kinda the same at first in which i would see the "chrysanthemum" and shoot by it then i would be in this what felt like a room and i would see a bright white orb of light fly by me and come in front of me and get my attention then a "door" to the left of me would open in the dark room i was in and an entity/s would come in and close the door and they would manifest something in front of me that had tubes going into it that were pulsating and had alien writing in or on the tubes and something seemed to be being "pumped" into this thing that would morph into different things i know that one other the things it morphed into was a peach or flesh-tone opal baby head. and after it was done being "pumped" full of what ever was going into it they brought it over to me and a vapor trail came off off it and i was told to breathe in so i started to inhale the vapor and the entities were ecstatic saying "he's doing it!" and that startled me and the trip started to close in on itself... when i awoke i was amazed and in tears... it was great... but now im at a point where i cant keep my mind quiet and focus on what is going on and i feel the entities getting a little aggravated with my lack of focus.. so i have been reluctant to go back to hyperspace... so i guess my question is what would help me retain my focus during a session? meditation?
I would like to thank everyone who has contributed to this wonderful site and it is an honer to be apart of it finally...
I would like to thank everyone who has contributed to this wonderful site and it is an honer to be apart of it finally...