The moment had finally come, I thought as I sat with my friends that evening. I had been waiting for this since I first heard terrence mckenna talk of the machine elses and language made word, captured was I by his vision. In fact considering all the heralding I did for his ideals I was one of the last to try DMT in my friend circle through nothing but pre flight anxiety. We sat in my friends room, his walls are covered in a multi-coloured fractal design, with two beds at floor level backed by a huge home cinema sound system. It had been the stage for many of my excursions into the mind over the past year or so there wasn't really anywhere I could feel more at home.
I smoked the dmt in a bong that me and my friends had owned between us for some five years, it being the first vessel we purchased to smoke and still going strong. And my friend eyeballs me a dose that he assured me would be fairly easy for me to handle, and having done so many times before I've learnt to trust this guy enough to take his word for it despite my massive apprehension behind breaking through (I hadn't planned and still don't quite yet plan on doing so)
Id been putting it off with bongs off cannabis for some time so my friend says "right, the next bong you smoke will have this in it come on man," and just to confirm not in a pushy at more in a playful you have nothing to worry about kind've way.
Knowing this was the case, a friend of mine span up some deep medi dub, which turned out perfect for the experience.
I missed it with green and ripped the bong in one, and instantly all of my anxieties, worries, and, shall I call them "meisms" completely fell away as I melted into my vision. People I knew seemeed to flash before me, along with a strange moment where I heard lines from a story Id written as a child about an alien race on a planet called Slenon. Then it seemed like I was laying down and floating, very slowly up throughout well, im not sure but I was certainly floating up. I felt very peaceful and could feel every breath, better to say I was each breath . At the peak of the experience I saw as it has been described before "the dazzling darkness" and within it was a huge form that seemed to be all present, ancient and beyond our comprehending. Lsd had felt very human and while this was closer to home than salvia it that same awe inspiring tone to it. I felt very moved by the presence I experienced and it was unlike anything I had ever felt, it would be like ascending the ranks of the Catholic Ministry to discover you were already pope. I knew what I'd been looking for and had all a long, though this was my biggest confirmation of all encompassing other to date.
I floated down slowly, I can remember at one point being slightly concerned as to how intense it was getting, I felt like I was moving forward slightly to rapidly and asked it to slow down and it did, though coming down while not in a hurry I definitely wanted to see further into that space!
What followed was a night of contemplation and speculation, and an enjoyable one at that, it should also be noted that the visuals I had open eye were very acidic (fanning patterns/shifting colours) though my friends look markedly different. Almost as if all of their features were elongated.
I hope this is of help to anyone thinking of trying, dose low first!
Namaste x
I smoked the dmt in a bong that me and my friends had owned between us for some five years, it being the first vessel we purchased to smoke and still going strong. And my friend eyeballs me a dose that he assured me would be fairly easy for me to handle, and having done so many times before I've learnt to trust this guy enough to take his word for it despite my massive apprehension behind breaking through (I hadn't planned and still don't quite yet plan on doing so)
Id been putting it off with bongs off cannabis for some time so my friend says "right, the next bong you smoke will have this in it come on man," and just to confirm not in a pushy at more in a playful you have nothing to worry about kind've way.
Knowing this was the case, a friend of mine span up some deep medi dub, which turned out perfect for the experience.
I missed it with green and ripped the bong in one, and instantly all of my anxieties, worries, and, shall I call them "meisms" completely fell away as I melted into my vision. People I knew seemeed to flash before me, along with a strange moment where I heard lines from a story Id written as a child about an alien race on a planet called Slenon. Then it seemed like I was laying down and floating, very slowly up throughout well, im not sure but I was certainly floating up. I felt very peaceful and could feel every breath, better to say I was each breath . At the peak of the experience I saw as it has been described before "the dazzling darkness" and within it was a huge form that seemed to be all present, ancient and beyond our comprehending. Lsd had felt very human and while this was closer to home than salvia it that same awe inspiring tone to it. I felt very moved by the presence I experienced and it was unlike anything I had ever felt, it would be like ascending the ranks of the Catholic Ministry to discover you were already pope. I knew what I'd been looking for and had all a long, though this was my biggest confirmation of all encompassing other to date.
I floated down slowly, I can remember at one point being slightly concerned as to how intense it was getting, I felt like I was moving forward slightly to rapidly and asked it to slow down and it did, though coming down while not in a hurry I definitely wanted to see further into that space!
What followed was a night of contemplation and speculation, and an enjoyable one at that, it should also be noted that the visuals I had open eye were very acidic (fanning patterns/shifting colours) though my friends look markedly different. Almost as if all of their features were elongated.
I hope this is of help to anyone thinking of trying, dose low first!
Namaste x
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