neom
Rising Star
Hey-o. I've been pumping myself up for this experience for a while now. About 5 years ago a good friend of mine came back from camping and had tried DMT, he told me about his entity contact and generally about the experience. Sounded *amazing* Then about 6 months ago, a random business partner I'd just started to do business with randomly brought it up at drinks after we'd just done a deal, he told me about his experience. Since then, I started having dreams about hyperspace. I've had a lot of experience with psilocybin up to 5g, and 200mics of lsd. DMT is not these, that's for sure.
I've read pages and pages of trip reports, youtube, etc over the past few months. Lots of nexus. I took the whole thing pretty seriously. Had an experienced sitter come, did a lot of pre-praying (I'm not an overly religious person but figured it wouldn't hurt) - I smudged the room and blessed it for 30 minutes before, did some yoga and tried to get myself calm. My friend got here and we went to the room I'd gotten ready.
I decided to put the DMT in a vape because it seemed like an easy way to do it. I didn't know the wattage to set my vape to, so I used 25W (I feel like this was still too hot and hurt the DMT). Sat on a giant bean bag I have in the house and loaded 50mg DMT into my vape pen. Said and little prayer and took 2 bigs tokes, and then a big 3rd and held it in.
The first thing that happened was I saw my friend totally differently, almost like I was super connected to him, and he loved me, he cared for me, everything would be ok. After the first hit the "sound" started behind me, far away but coming towards me from behind, I let the vapor out and took another big hit, and the "sound" moved so it was sitting near my back, and it just sat there. It felt like it was finding the vibration of my body so it could come inside. Then I took the 3rd hit and held it in for about 10-15 seconds, and the "sound" moved from outside of me into me, and I could feel it in my chest and stomach, and then start to move up to my head, during that time the smoke of the sage I had burning transformed into particles, and my friend who was with me turned into... uh.. love.. basically...
And then I guess I passed out onto the bean bag my friend said, for me everything just went dark and it was just me and that sound for a while, that was pretty scary. I wasn't sure what would happen, I was trying to stay calm, and there was a very very intense feeling of moving, or being moved, but not physically, not sure how to convey that, sorta like being in a car when it goes over big hill. Then all of a sudden orange, and the orange turned into something I don't know how to describe. The feelings where a) I felt like I was in a womb, and b) that the womb was a pyramid? Then the bright orange room I was in started to transform, lots of weird Aztec looking things, A LOT of orange, like a lot....
And then it started moving fast but slow, slow because the main shapes, that looked like the illuminati pyramid with the eye thing, the outside of them didn't move very fast...like slow cogs, but inside the stuff going on was very fast. And everything had an eye in or on it. And then it told me I couldn't go any further yet, and I was ok with that, but it said it would show me something cool. I feel like "it" didn't like I was so amazed? My eyes became open, and the world was split into it's lines of reality. Only 4 lines, but you could tell the "echo" around the main event was not the same in every echo. That went on for a little while, I didn't really like it that much actually, it was quite overwhelming so I closed my eyes
Then it told me to lay on the floor, or at least I needed to lay on the floor so I lay on the floor and looked at the wall, and the wall wasn't the wall but just the energy the wall would be if you could see everything the wall was made of. So I touched it and I could feel the energy in the wall moving to the area I touched. And then I could speak again. And then in a split second, it was over.
I was kinda disappointed I didn't have any entity contact, I presume it's because I'm either not ready or didn't take a high enough dose. I also came back and thought "oh I want to this again today" and a very strong voice said no, you will wait till you're ready. I have no idea what that means.
All in all it was a lovely experience.
Total time from first hit to back was 6-7 minutes.
I've read pages and pages of trip reports, youtube, etc over the past few months. Lots of nexus. I took the whole thing pretty seriously. Had an experienced sitter come, did a lot of pre-praying (I'm not an overly religious person but figured it wouldn't hurt) - I smudged the room and blessed it for 30 minutes before, did some yoga and tried to get myself calm. My friend got here and we went to the room I'd gotten ready.
I decided to put the DMT in a vape because it seemed like an easy way to do it. I didn't know the wattage to set my vape to, so I used 25W (I feel like this was still too hot and hurt the DMT). Sat on a giant bean bag I have in the house and loaded 50mg DMT into my vape pen. Said and little prayer and took 2 bigs tokes, and then a big 3rd and held it in.
The first thing that happened was I saw my friend totally differently, almost like I was super connected to him, and he loved me, he cared for me, everything would be ok. After the first hit the "sound" started behind me, far away but coming towards me from behind, I let the vapor out and took another big hit, and the "sound" moved so it was sitting near my back, and it just sat there. It felt like it was finding the vibration of my body so it could come inside. Then I took the 3rd hit and held it in for about 10-15 seconds, and the "sound" moved from outside of me into me, and I could feel it in my chest and stomach, and then start to move up to my head, during that time the smoke of the sage I had burning transformed into particles, and my friend who was with me turned into... uh.. love.. basically...
And then I guess I passed out onto the bean bag my friend said, for me everything just went dark and it was just me and that sound for a while, that was pretty scary. I wasn't sure what would happen, I was trying to stay calm, and there was a very very intense feeling of moving, or being moved, but not physically, not sure how to convey that, sorta like being in a car when it goes over big hill. Then all of a sudden orange, and the orange turned into something I don't know how to describe. The feelings where a) I felt like I was in a womb, and b) that the womb was a pyramid? Then the bright orange room I was in started to transform, lots of weird Aztec looking things, A LOT of orange, like a lot....
And then it started moving fast but slow, slow because the main shapes, that looked like the illuminati pyramid with the eye thing, the outside of them didn't move very fast...like slow cogs, but inside the stuff going on was very fast. And everything had an eye in or on it. And then it told me I couldn't go any further yet, and I was ok with that, but it said it would show me something cool. I feel like "it" didn't like I was so amazed? My eyes became open, and the world was split into it's lines of reality. Only 4 lines, but you could tell the "echo" around the main event was not the same in every echo. That went on for a little while, I didn't really like it that much actually, it was quite overwhelming so I closed my eyes
Then it told me to lay on the floor, or at least I needed to lay on the floor so I lay on the floor and looked at the wall, and the wall wasn't the wall but just the energy the wall would be if you could see everything the wall was made of. So I touched it and I could feel the energy in the wall moving to the area I touched. And then I could speak again. And then in a split second, it was over.
I was kinda disappointed I didn't have any entity contact, I presume it's because I'm either not ready or didn't take a high enough dose. I also came back and thought "oh I want to this again today" and a very strong voice said no, you will wait till you're ready. I have no idea what that means.
All in all it was a lovely experience.
Total time from first hit to back was 6-7 minutes.
