powermarton
Rising Star
First nn dmt trip.
First of all i am a very experienced user of entheogens with regular practice for ten years. So [and i know i should have known better] i decided to go deep early. for the most pronounced experience i went for 130 mg innsuffated of pure nn dmt. Because 80x salvia trip[s were the norm i was saying hey i can handle this. Noooooooooooooooooooo.I struggle with the imagrey but essentilly reality and people were refining the experince of life over eons intill we were alive and all are happyness sadness hunger rage joy and pain and a everything was expressesd in one word.Then we were nothing either sobbing at non exsistance or wailing at the future pain of knowing what exsistance meant. This has shaken me to the core of my previously percieved core.
I know i does not make much sense but i feel like iwas the source code of exsistance being introduced to conciousness and being present at the birth of ego and all the horrors i may/has
given exsistance .
Thanks for reading my ramble.
First of all i am a very experienced user of entheogens with regular practice for ten years. So [and i know i should have known better] i decided to go deep early. for the most pronounced experience i went for 130 mg innsuffated of pure nn dmt. Because 80x salvia trip[s were the norm i was saying hey i can handle this. Noooooooooooooooooooo.I struggle with the imagrey but essentilly reality and people were refining the experince of life over eons intill we were alive and all are happyness sadness hunger rage joy and pain and a everything was expressesd in one word.Then we were nothing either sobbing at non exsistance or wailing at the future pain of knowing what exsistance meant. This has shaken me to the core of my previously percieved core.
I know i does not make much sense but i feel like iwas the source code of exsistance being introduced to conciousness and being present at the birth of ego and all the horrors i may/has
given exsistance .
Thanks for reading my ramble.