bluedavalo
Rising Star
- Merits
- 129
i found IT and cant explain it i was somewhere and no-where without a bod or identity except that i was human not the physical part but just the thought. without words i was greeted with a wordless joke so true it brought the most enjoyable internal laughter i didn't know i could fathom.i came to with a cracked rib from falling over laughing at something i couldn't explain but understood. it relaid to me that i am only human and there was always a set pattern not in words but it was the most freeing feeling i still carry. it made me want to treat myself better forgive my self because i am the the only obstacle to myself,forgive myself.my empathy has become authentic and has almost gotten to the point of trading places. if i follow the internal rules of correct and incorrect behavior god coincidences start coming like dominoes. maybe im trippin butt treat other as yourself because they are, one of billions of points of view coming out of the same collective infinite engin. we never stop . and can all ways change our mind, remember this if self doubt starts sneaking in during a journey its only your interpretation misinterpreting to yourself.it will pass. remember be calm be still. inner knowing is rare because we believe it to be. to fill the void in-between the paper of this reality we all have the singular point where self aware thought comes from. the inner side is more truthful than this place, more real than reality. i hope can keep IT