Whoareweami
Rising Star
Allright this is my first post here glad I can be apart of this site. Let me start off with a little history into what led me to seek out DMT. I am a big music festival type of guy love the togetherness of it all the love between strangers is the best. So for three years strait once a year I have been having very strange trips beyond the normal reaches of what lsd and molly can do too me. The first time I was sure I had gotten a research chemical I had an elaborate scene splayed before me about some type of alien stuck in a spiral trying to remind itself that it is itself or something like that. It was beyond weird but felt really important. I go on with life pretty much forgetting it has happened and right it off to bad acid. The next year I go armed with a test kit and the same exact scenario but this time I realized I was somehow apart of this alien movie. There I am tripping balls searching for a pen to try to figure this out all these weird emotions of feeling like I've been stuck in this alien dance and I've finally been liberated.. Then again I come out of it and can barely remember how this whole dance worked and I had it explained to me in detail. So I go on with life and forget and then another rave comes about and this time I am really into it I am sure now this is the true nature of reality I experienced it for seven hours straight in real life years in what it felt like. This was all off lsd and party drugs molly coke ect.. I cried so much soo soo much there were these different colors and different stages of this alien dance but I still couldn't remember all of it. So here I was finally at the doorstep of what is supposed to be the most potent hallucinogenic. The extraction process was quite simple after growing and cloning mushrooms it was more close to baking a cake to me. So I have this jar of DMT but I can't figure out how to smoke it I can't tell you how many failed attempts I've had. I almost wrote off the stuff when the changa didn't get me there and then my VG came in the mail and it didn't work. I still enjoyed the feeling but it was very mild for me. I have been smoking everyday after work I'd throw on some music and just puff tuff for an hour or so then bed. Then I came home tonight and thought I bet a bic lighter would get a better cloud of vapor so I tried it and instantly my memory was jogged it was the beginning of that alien dance. I was so excited I jumped up and filled my vapor genie up to the top I'm surprised I got the cap on it. I had no fear I took the biggest hit I could and just held it and there it was the same story only shorter and easier to remember. It's like the next stage in consciousness it's hard to explain but it's like a fractal and it is forever. There is literally no separation in anything around us and when we are together I think we can vibe to a level that produces dmt naturally or something close? I had 3 trips that mirrored dmt
all in large crowds only taking lsd and other stuff I'm very used too. It is so strange the merging fractals it's like an acordian and twister but it is all of everything. I really think that we are in a never ending dance of fractals. If we had more words I could describe it better but language fails witch also hinders myself remembering. I just wanted to share maybe this isn't something separate but other people have been there too..
all in large crowds only taking lsd and other stuff I'm very used too. It is so strange the merging fractals it's like an acordian and twister but it is all of everything. I really think that we are in a never ending dance of fractals. If we had more words I could describe it better but language fails witch also hinders myself remembering. I just wanted to share maybe this isn't something separate but other people have been there too..