wieselontheway
Rising Star
Hi Guys,
honestly, I dont really have an idea how this side works, but I guess its mainly learning by doing.
Who am I? Middle 20‘s, from Austria, living in Mexico. The reason why I‘m here is my gambling addiction. Since 6 years, I cant stop gambling. Nearly every penny is going directly in the machines or on the poker table. Without exaggeration, around 100.000€s. I tried everything, psychological support, Eckhard Tolle, the unethered soul, I was even 6 weeks in a stationary clinic. The outcome?
I gambled after that more than I did before. School medicine/ psychology didnt help me. Even getting on a level of higher conciousness with medidations, does not prevent me 100% from gambling.
Due to that, I hope to find answers why I have this addiction with DMT. I have next Sunday my first Mimosa ceremony in Tulum. I dont even really know whats awaiting me, is there maybe anybody with a similar problem (drugs, alcohol etc)
honestly, I dont really have an idea how this side works, but I guess its mainly learning by doing.
Who am I? Middle 20‘s, from Austria, living in Mexico. The reason why I‘m here is my gambling addiction. Since 6 years, I cant stop gambling. Nearly every penny is going directly in the machines or on the poker table. Without exaggeration, around 100.000€s. I tried everything, psychological support, Eckhard Tolle, the unethered soul, I was even 6 weeks in a stationary clinic. The outcome?
I gambled after that more than I did before. School medicine/ psychology didnt help me. Even getting on a level of higher conciousness with medidations, does not prevent me 100% from gambling.
Due to that, I hope to find answers why I have this addiction with DMT. I have next Sunday my first Mimosa ceremony in Tulum. I dont even really know whats awaiting me, is there maybe anybody with a similar problem (drugs, alcohol etc)