gender of the entities?

[Morphing Interstices]

I am curious whether other DMT trippers find that the entities they see have distinct genders and sexual natures? Do these correspond to your own sexual preferences. I am bi and a woman so I can't really tell if mine do...The first time I took DMT I experienced an entity that was distinctly male. Then all the other times since it has been feminine/androgyn. It is always rather beyond sexual since it is my whole being taken to a state of heightened ecstasy. This was clearest to me in the one trip in which I least saw a specific persona-entity and instead was zapped to a primeval mud into which I melted and fused, becoming one with all its vibrating molecules. I came out of it laughing and wondered if it said something about me that every trip I got so divinely f***** senseless....:d :d :d

 

[elphologist1]

In the one case where I sensed an entity (and this was a sub-breakthrough dose), I got the impression it was female. But there was nothing sexual to the feeling - more of a professional feeling such as a nurse. Actually, I imagined her to be a dentist, probably because I cooled off the DMT smoke with my mouth and that made my mouth numb.

elphologist

 

[Spiceman]

Swim say's

He has encountered many diffrent types and classes of entities... they seem .. . strangely non-sexual in every aspect of the word... some if anything were masculine.. but overall they give the impression of not needing the complicatons of a sexual identity .. perhaps like an immortal feeling. Never encountered a female type entity whilst on the spice. Peace!

 

[Morphing Interstices]

Yeah I can't say my entities are 'sexual' as such, more that the experience of the trip is for me kind of hyper sexual, beyond sexual. The entities don't have bodies ever for me, but they do seem to have genders.

 

[Origami Existence]

I was just thinking about this particular topic. In fact, reading about it the other day really influenced my trip on pharma, I noticed. As a result I just find myself wondering, was what I saw the product of all the information I've been absorbing lately? Or is it just in my own mind...

By the way, I am a female, and saw both androgenous, male and female entities during my experience. It was predominately a female entity however, and she was very much a "mother" like spirit. She was even scolding me for not taking better care of myself (for not eating/sleeping, etc). She showed me... lifetimes, and lifetimes with her, just the great cycle. Sometimes she was my child, sometimes I was hers... for a breif moment, she was even like a lover, and I sensed that I was the male entity. It was quite a curious experience.

 

[۩]

pansexual.

 

[camakazi]

I've had sex with an octopuss goddess, some of the best lovin I ever had.

 

[Noman]

My Aya experiences have always been a female entity taking me into her arms and protecting me while a male entity that is her subordinate guides me through the realms.
Freebase DMT experiences have always been pansexual.

 

[Morphing Interstices]

I've had sex with an octopuss goddess, some of the best lovin I ever had.

Lucky lucky lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:d

 

[camakazi]

Freebase DMT experiences have always been pansexual.

I wonder why this is the case.
In certain DMT trips I can rationalise as well as I can in a normal state of mind, yet I'd never even fantasize about shagging an earthly octopuss. I mean why would I? They're slimey sea creatures with big eyes and have 4 more limbs than I'd know what to do with and most importantly they're not women, but a DMT octopuss.. pure sex btw.

 

[camakazi]

I've had sex with an octopuss goddess, some of the best lovin I ever had.

Lucky lucky lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:d

I'd only known her for 10 min as well

 

[transitory]

I am curious whether other DMT trippers find that the entities they see have distinct genders and sexual natures? Do these correspond to your own sexual preferences.

I'm a straight guy.

For me they've always been female or of an indeterminate gender.

Sexual contact has occurred only once (with several giggling female entities).

Those who have known sexual contact in hyperspace will not soon forget it

 

[Morphing Interstices]

Heehee, many have said that about sexual contact with me too

 

[Aegle]

Gee for me i think sexual is the wrong word to describe the spice experience, its an immense feeling of everything is apart of one another.
Compassion flows through me and all that which exists...

I would be very careful with just opening myself up to entities in hyperspace as they could be harming you without you even realizing it.
As not every entity which exists has positive intentions...


Much Peace and Compassion

 

[transitory]

Heehee, many have said that about sexual contact with me too

lol :d

I'm afraid that after seven years of SNRI damage to my libido I'll just have to take your word for that

Hopefully my upcoming experiments with the Caapi healer will help repair the damage.


Aegle- I can assure you that any kind of sexual experience was the very last thing I expected to encounter in hyperspace!

It has only happened the once and there was so much more involved than the sexual aspect. There was indeed much compassion and sheer awe at the power of these female entities. Visually they most resembled the most extraordinarily beautiful psychedelic jellyfish. They projected love, compassion and a teasing naughtiness.

This happened approximately five months ago and to this day the experience remains THE most visually memorable experience of my life. I recall that even during the vision I had decided that there was no way on earth that my own mind could possibly have created such fantastic, breathtaking colours, creatures and landscapes. It was the first time that I knew I was onto something really special.

The experience left me feeling both blessed and violated.

I cannot imagine this mix of emotions resulting from any other life experience.

It saddens me to think that I might never again see that ineffably beautiful dome and its majestic inhabitants.

 

[Aegle]

Transitory

I am really glad that you had such a special and beautiful experience.

I just would like people to be more careful and cautious to what they open themselves up to as they can come to harm.

Just a gentle warning of concern...


Much Peace and Sunshine

 

[Morphing Interstices]

transitory, there are so many kinds of pleasure in the cosmos, and if the dmt entities were able to pleasure you even as your suffered SNRI damage, that is surely a sign of the tenacity of your desire. I wish you well with the caapi healing.
i too find the sexual element only part of MUCH bigger feeling of bliss in the dmt trip. it is a very violating sensation though,which might make many people panic and resist, and i wonder if the fact of being so open to the entities having their way with me is one of the reasons why they like me so much

 

[transitory]

Yeah this seems to come back to that old surrender or fight chestnut!

Hyperspace and conscious will appear to be opposed.

If the will/fear/ego is resisting and the dose is low then the experience may be pleasant or unpleasant according to our inclinations.

If the will/fear/ego is resisting and the dose is high enough then hyperspace wins and we have a rough ride. (sometimes very rough).

If the ego submits and the dose is high enough then ...

... that's what I'm currently working on

As to whether the entities are 'real' or not and whether -as Aegle cautions- they could do us harm I think that all will be revealed in the fullness of time and experience.


To be perfectly honest, and as reckless as it sounds, I have absolutely no idea what I'm dealing with here. Countless breakthroughs and many hours of thought and integration have simply left me with more profound questions.

I didn't expect to face death.
I didn't expect to meet entities.
I didn't expect to question the nature of reality itself.
I didn't expect to feel ancient, sacred, holy, breathless ecstacy.

It just keeps coming!
(no pun intended)

 

[soulfood]

My first ever entity contact was with a purple and turquoise pattern that had the presence of a feminine goddess. Then I remember contact with a male figure a month later. Then I remember an experience with a male and female entity either side of my face. Then with my first jungle experience I remember a red alex grey/transformer style female entity that was all eyes of fire which I couldn't begin to recall the complexity of but I remember I've never been so struck with such a profound appreciation of beauty which I have never witnessed before or since.

Also I keep seeing this cartoon lizard/snake with lipstick and mascara which seems to be hot for me... though she hasn't popped up in a few months.

Now what I'm seeing these days can only be described as sexless goo! i.e. tape worms, a rocking horse made out of wet soil and wise, wise patterns etc.

I've never felt a pure sexual feeling towards anything I've seen on the other side. Mainly because as soon as I inhale I feel chemically castrated. But if my prefrontal cortex was aroused anymore than it has been... then that would be bordering far beyond neuro-perversion

I often see very beautiful human female figures with pharmahuasca, but I merely lay back and watch as the one time I felt the smallest bit of sexually energy to one of these characters, the whole thing went sideways in a way I never again hope to experience. This girl really didn't like being hit on.. and for sure I learned my lesson

 

[ohayoco]

This is an interesting thread. Dreamer has seen female and male or not-female humanoids, the not-female he considers male for all intents and purposes just because there is no sexual attraction to them.

When using a brew, the female are beautiful and lifelike, and there is often a lot of sexual energy (usually, but not always- the virgin Mary was not sexual, but motherly), a figure can even be writing around on top of him as if having sex. The male entities are not sexual (probably because dreamer does not project sexually towards them), and are often what I would describe as more 'aggressive' or masculine in their expressions, a bit like Maori during a Haka, with more feminine exceptions such as Jesus or Bhudda figures etc. A brew has made him psychologically incredibly aroused before, but masturbation proved impossible.

When smoking, things get weirder and far more complicated. The effect is so strong that things can get mixed up. He still only has sexual chemistry with the beautiful female entities, and he only considers these to flirt with him. However, some of the entities he considers 'not-female' are cheeky, or have sexual elements to them, such that he believes they would become flirtatious if he projected sexual energy towards them. Jesters playfully hide behind things and stick out their tongue for example, he could imagine that becoming sexual if desired. But he has seen more bizarre things, his favourite being the oft-mentioned beetle-kings... these guys were armour plated like samurai/beetles, very masuline and stoic, yet they had many enticing female breasts and tongues all over the place... entities like this would be pretty confusing to someone sensitive about their sexuality, I can see why DMT is not for the prude!

I think DMT taps deep into the Id, such that we are no longer able to suppress that which makes us uncomfortable, such as the sex and death drives. This would fit with the way that ayawaska/rue can draw suppressed problems immediately to the surface- the ego is somewhat disabled, and unable to hold uncomfortable parts of the subconscious in denial during the trip. Just my thoughts.