Have many of you had success with going into a trip with intention?
Nick Sand said it is possible, but i can't help feel that DMT seems to give you the opposite of what you want just to crush your ego
Everytime i've done it i have the intention of going into deep meditation, dissociating from the body into a full experience of the nature of consciousness, yet so far my mind seems to get thrown into the chaos of creation, either physical uncomfortableness feeling like my brain is being turned inside out, or lots of images, movement etc... rather than the blissfull silence of the uncreated source. Its like it gives me the opposite of what i want, just to show me i am not in control of anything.
Nick Sand said it is possible, but i can't help feel that DMT seems to give you the opposite of what you want just to crush your ego
Everytime i've done it i have the intention of going into deep meditation, dissociating from the body into a full experience of the nature of consciousness, yet so far my mind seems to get thrown into the chaos of creation, either physical uncomfortableness feeling like my brain is being turned inside out, or lots of images, movement etc... rather than the blissfull silence of the uncreated source. Its like it gives me the opposite of what i want, just to show me i am not in control of anything.
