Got Greedy?

[magni24]

So, I have now smoked DMT 5 times. Never more than once a day, except today. The first 2 times I did not break through and mostly saw some nice shapes, a totem art looking fox and had amazing body high it felt electric. The third time I finally broke through and was guided by what looked like the same native american fox, it was an amazing experience.

Now for the strange thing. Today, I did it again broke through same fox showed up when I came down I relaxed for 30 min and decided to do it again. This was the first time I was to smoke twice in a day. Before I lit up I asked to be taken deeper. When I broke through it all started ok but, the fox was nowhere to be found, suddenly these fractal like tentacles showed up and were going in circles entering what seemed like the mouths and anuses of figures and then coming out of the mouths and anuses. The tentacles then felt like they were going into my mouth. I grew a bit fearful as this was going on/finishing up I got this strange sensation that can only be described as being milked (the tentacles turned a white and slightly glowed when this happened) it truly felt like they were taking something from me when this was finally done I thought I was finally coming out of it but, was taken back in. This time the figures/tentacles were not there but, it was the fox it felt like it was curling me up into it. I got this feeling as if it was telling me I had to let you go through that, you had to learn, you must respect the drug, you tried too much too soon...you got greedy. It seemed dark but, as I calmed down the fox and I were breathing in unison and we grew brighter like glowing embers. After about what seemed like a few minutes I finally came out.

Anyone go through something like this?

Looking back I was wondering if the milking was in a sense the removal of fear since the black tentacles turned white or if it was taking something from me, feeding off my fear.


Sorry, for the lengthy post. I had to get that out.

 

[anrchy]

Experiencing fear during a dmt trip can change it. It can also effect your outlook on it. Two ways you could look at it is:

You were given that experience to help you in having more respect for your experiences.

You were tested. To see how you would react. To test your fearability.

These are only a couple examples of how you can view this particular experience. I have not been able to come up with a foolproof way of dissecting the experience in order to know for sure what was truly meant as far as the true message.

The only thing I can conclude is the possibility that everyone's experience is personal, and therefore it's tailored for you in such a way that whatever makes the most sense is what the message really was.

Therefore causing anyone else's interpretation to be biased. I personally am working on unsubstantiated fears. So such experiences feel as though I am being trained to deal with fearful sensations without reaction. Which is something I have been consciously working on during everyday life.

It's also been said that some entities are attracted to your feeling of fear. Pay them no mind, energy flows where attention goes.

 

[Gianluca]

I had something very similar with the circles + tentacles.. I sure do miss them! I couldn't stop laughing when I first saw them and since then they have never reappeared.

 

[acasian77]

So, I have now smoked DMT 5 times. Never more than once a day, except today. The first 2 times I did not break through and mostly saw some nice shapes, a totem art looking fox and had amazing body high it felt electric. The third time I finally broke through and was guided by what looked like the same native american fox, it was an amazing experience.

Now for the strange thing. Today, I did it again broke through same fox showed up when I came down I relaxed for 30 min and decided to do it again. This was the first time I was to smoke twice in a day. Before I lit up I asked to be taken deeper. When I broke through it all started ok but, the fox was nowhere to be found, suddenly these fractal like tentacles showed up and were going in circles entering what seemed like the mouths and anuses of figures and then coming out of the mouths and anuses. The tentacles then felt like they were going into my mouth. I grew a bit fearful as this was going on/finishing up I got this strange sensation that can only be described as being milked (the tentacles turned a white and slightly glowed when this happened) it truly felt like they were taking something from me when this was finally done I thought I was finally coming out of it but, was taken back in. This time the figures/tentacles were not there but, it was the fox it felt like it was curling me up into it. I got this feeling as if it was telling me I had to let you go through that, you had to learn, you must respect the drug, you tried too much too soon...you got greedy. It seemed dark but, as I calmed down the fox and I were breathing in unison and we grew brighter like glowing embers. After about what seemed like a few minutes I finally came out.

Anyone go through something like this?

Looking back I was wondering if the milking was in a sense the removal of fear since the black tentacles turned white or if it was taking something from me, feeding off my fear.


Sorry, for the lengthy post. I had to get that out.

black hooded figure with tantacles coming out of their face that became everything and connected into my chest appeared one time in hyperspace. they were leaning over me seemingly transferring energy directly into me. I didn't get the feeling they were parasitic though, rather that they were imparting some sort of energy or info directly into me.

 

[HumbleTraveler]

Ive experienced similar after doing more than 1 in a day which I interpreted the same way. Mine was a reptilian presence and I felt like there were numerous glowing eyes looking at me. I felt like it was saying... Hey look pal, rides over, come back next time.

So I cleaned up the poop from my pants and moved on with my day