GreatArc
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For those of you who have explored very high doses of DMT, have any of you reached a maximum dose?
My sitter and I have been steadily increasing the doses we take to the point that we are in what some would regard as being far too powerful to be comfortable.
Last night, over the course of 8 hours, we each took 3 trips. 120, 125, 130mg respectively.
We started out using very high doses to begin with, as we were both concerned before taking it that it might not ever be something we wanted to take again, so we had might as well fully experience a single powerful trip if we were going to bother exploring it at all. We began at 50mg doses and progressively have pushed each other to go further.
I have very high anxiety and pre-flight jitters, particularly now that we are in a realm where every single experience is straight away a lengthy breakthrough with OEV/hallucinations so vivid that there is no part of the trip where the DMT realm is mapping onto reality, we simply cannot see anything of our environment around us even with open eyes, nor can we distinguish between open or closed eyes.
Ego death and breakthrough happen 9/10 times , there is not even a 'you' there to feel fear or discomfort no matter what happens.
So we have been exploring the drug deeper and deeper together, ( taking 3 or 4 dives each over the course of an evening-- alternating as one another's sitter), and we had become more and more convinced that the only people who can have a "bad" trip are those who find the disorientation or alien experience distressing instead of simply astonishing. Each of us had shed all of our anxiety (I have more than most, and it takes me much more emotional preparation than most to be able to use psychoactive substances like everyone else, but the breakthrough dose/ego death ensures that even the most nightmarish trip is fine since there is not even a definable "me" there to feel fear).
SO, last night, on the last trip of the evening, my friend (whose typical reaction to every experience is hysterical laughter as his mind is being blown as he repeats 'that's impossible!' or 'holy shit!' over and over as he is being hit with 5 epiphanies per second), had the first "bad" trip since the first evening we ever tried DMT. He reported that his lungs were somewhat used up going in, he had to suppress a cough on his first inhalation of 4, and he thinks he carried that discomfort in with him. Added to which he had taken almost all of a 130mg dose. He now has his confidence shaken to go higher, as do I, since we were becoming more and more convinced that we had both the right kinds of minds and do so much work to create the most comfortable and positive Set & Setting we could ever imagine doing psychedelics in. He said: "I can see how it is possible for us to have a distressing trip at these doses. I was getting overwhelmed just by the intensity down there and connecting to my body and concerns I was going to shit my pants and that my body was back there, confessing my deepest, darkest secrets even though I don't really have any, while I am stuck getting overwhelmed down in that place..."
Every effort is made to use DMT in a place of perfect safety and only under the absolute optimal mood. 4/5 times, only one of us will trip in an evening, since the slightest reservation means that's just not that person's night and they will sit only. Everything speaks of safety and security, preparation, physical and emotional well-being, comfort, and a spirit of eagerness.
Have any of you done increasing high doses and if so, have any of you decided that there is a point at which you have reached maximal amounts?
I am finding that there is a tendency to black out much more of the experience than there is on shallower dives, and wonder if I were to just vaporize 500mg or something insane would it just be like passing out or so intense I won't remember a thing?
Anyone have experiences with what happens at high doses, (please indicate whatever dosages, insufflation/inhalation method/device used) and limits you have reached?
Generally speaking; ANY advice or experience with maximal doses or thoughts on extremely high dose exploration would be valuable. I would love to be able to work my way up to a dose as strong as the limits of my body could handle if I can continue to get there without much distress, moving in up small increments at a time. What is DMT like at 200mg? 300? What is the boundary or limitation on this mysterious and astonishing frontier?
Thanks in Advance!
-GA.
My sitter and I have been steadily increasing the doses we take to the point that we are in what some would regard as being far too powerful to be comfortable.
Last night, over the course of 8 hours, we each took 3 trips. 120, 125, 130mg respectively.
We started out using very high doses to begin with, as we were both concerned before taking it that it might not ever be something we wanted to take again, so we had might as well fully experience a single powerful trip if we were going to bother exploring it at all. We began at 50mg doses and progressively have pushed each other to go further.
I have very high anxiety and pre-flight jitters, particularly now that we are in a realm where every single experience is straight away a lengthy breakthrough with OEV/hallucinations so vivid that there is no part of the trip where the DMT realm is mapping onto reality, we simply cannot see anything of our environment around us even with open eyes, nor can we distinguish between open or closed eyes.
Ego death and breakthrough happen 9/10 times , there is not even a 'you' there to feel fear or discomfort no matter what happens.
So we have been exploring the drug deeper and deeper together, ( taking 3 or 4 dives each over the course of an evening-- alternating as one another's sitter), and we had become more and more convinced that the only people who can have a "bad" trip are those who find the disorientation or alien experience distressing instead of simply astonishing. Each of us had shed all of our anxiety (I have more than most, and it takes me much more emotional preparation than most to be able to use psychoactive substances like everyone else, but the breakthrough dose/ego death ensures that even the most nightmarish trip is fine since there is not even a definable "me" there to feel fear).
SO, last night, on the last trip of the evening, my friend (whose typical reaction to every experience is hysterical laughter as his mind is being blown as he repeats 'that's impossible!' or 'holy shit!' over and over as he is being hit with 5 epiphanies per second), had the first "bad" trip since the first evening we ever tried DMT. He reported that his lungs were somewhat used up going in, he had to suppress a cough on his first inhalation of 4, and he thinks he carried that discomfort in with him. Added to which he had taken almost all of a 130mg dose. He now has his confidence shaken to go higher, as do I, since we were becoming more and more convinced that we had both the right kinds of minds and do so much work to create the most comfortable and positive Set & Setting we could ever imagine doing psychedelics in. He said: "I can see how it is possible for us to have a distressing trip at these doses. I was getting overwhelmed just by the intensity down there and connecting to my body and concerns I was going to shit my pants and that my body was back there, confessing my deepest, darkest secrets even though I don't really have any, while I am stuck getting overwhelmed down in that place..."
Every effort is made to use DMT in a place of perfect safety and only under the absolute optimal mood. 4/5 times, only one of us will trip in an evening, since the slightest reservation means that's just not that person's night and they will sit only. Everything speaks of safety and security, preparation, physical and emotional well-being, comfort, and a spirit of eagerness.
Have any of you done increasing high doses and if so, have any of you decided that there is a point at which you have reached maximal amounts?
I am finding that there is a tendency to black out much more of the experience than there is on shallower dives, and wonder if I were to just vaporize 500mg or something insane would it just be like passing out or so intense I won't remember a thing?
Anyone have experiences with what happens at high doses, (please indicate whatever dosages, insufflation/inhalation method/device used) and limits you have reached?
Generally speaking; ANY advice or experience with maximal doses or thoughts on extremely high dose exploration would be valuable. I would love to be able to work my way up to a dose as strong as the limits of my body could handle if I can continue to get there without much distress, moving in up small increments at a time. What is DMT like at 200mg? 300? What is the boundary or limitation on this mysterious and astonishing frontier?
Thanks in Advance!
-GA.