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Has DMT ever cut any of you off?

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fractal enchantment said:
DMT urges me to remember..to remember..
The molecule urges me to pay attention..to pay attention..
Spice requires me to live in a present devoid of yesteday and oblivious to tommorow..only then am I ever in such a state to complete the annihilation and assimilation into hyperspace with an open heart..open enough to recieve the downloads that follow..

Hyperspace shows me when to shut the fuck up, why I need to shut up..and ultimatily, how I am the only one here that holds myself back in any way..hyperspace does not discriminate..we however, do..hyperspace does not close, or cut you off..all these things we do to ourselves.

Sit down, close your eyes and remember..remember being there...and learn to shut up.
Do not let your fear paralyize you...

The light beings told me to do what they do..and to remember it..and to go out and do that for other people..they are present..thats all. They are aware of the dream and they manifest it now..always now..they are a higher aspect of the self..of the selves..hyperaware and always present..

Arguing the validity of science or spirituality and all this other crap people are bickering about here is jsut a useless diversion. Hyperspace makes you feel cut off because hyperspace is made of you..you are sooo much more than you give yourslef credit for...noone said this work was easy..but reflection is worth it.

Well put as noted I essentially agree with the concept that anything is possible especially when you consider perspective critical. Good stuff 8)
 
Autodidactic said:
Just wondering if DMT has ever let any of you know that you can't come back until you get over something or change something about yourself? She cut me off about a month or two ago, and let me know I can't return until I correct/resolve this thing about myself. I know what it wants me to resolve would be a great thing for me, though I've not been strong enough to do so yet. I've tried to go back twice since being "banned" and they were both horrible experiences, and I'm very hesitant to even attempt to try it again.

sometimes you just have to catch the spirit wind in a different way, try smoke with no fear, or focus on joy as you smoke.
 
I cant claim to have felt 'banned' by DMT but certainly the past few experiences i've felt a sense of blocking. Specifically, i've reached the 'chamber' (a large interior space so common to my DMT landscape - for many others too), only for my entry to be obstructed by entities. They stand in front of me, blocking my path. I attempt to enter (with my mind or body - i'm never sure which to attempt to use!) but they dance and dally in my path. They say nothing but clearly they do not want me to enter the space. I'm overwhelmed by feelings of agitation and i try to peer around them and still they block my purview.

This has happened on three consecutive occasions now. Beforehand i freely explored the space beyond - i've been in organic caves of pure digital beauty, i've been in hyperreal halls of infinite information, i've been in more grounded and earth-like locations such as deserts, churches, even sports halls, but always with unadulterated access, limited only by my ability to guide or explore (and of course limited sometimes by the durability of the trip).

Its because i've been in these places before that i find it difficult to conclude this restriction has anything to do with my experience with DMT or level of knowledge. I've been exploring for a long time, so why the sudden block!

Instead i've been putting my mind to other more practical reasons why this might be - unresolved personal issues in life perhaps (although im not sure what that might be)? Maybe even poor diet?

Right now I dont know, and its bothering me.
 
SWIM once tried smoking some Spice, he told me that he came "right up to the threshold" and that the "entities began emerging from [forming out of] different objects in the room," he said they told him (very benevolently) "you cannot come here now because you are intoxicated on cannabis, you need to come back when you have not smoked any cannabis." He hasn't tried spice again since then.
 
adorno said:
SWIM once tried smoking some Spice, he told me that he came "right up to the threshold" and that the "entities began emerging from [forming out of] different objects in the room," he said they told him (very benevolently) "you cannot come here now because you are intoxicated on cannabis, you need to come back when you have not smoked any cannabis." He hasn't tried spice again since then.
The beautiful thing about DMT is the complete lack of absolutes it indicates.

I smoke cannabis once, sometimes twice a month. I have started to smoke changa while "intoxicated", something I would have thought a terrible idea half a year ago, and am continually shocked by the beautiful experiences I am being given. It has really brought me a long way from broadly considering cannabis a "dirty" psychedelic.

Hence, I will borrow this:
fractal enchantment said:
yes, many times..it had nothing to do with DMT cutting me off though..it was me barring myself from the experience becasue my mind wouldnt shup up.
I have been told to stop smoking and take a break from DMT right at the threshold, something I would have once followed without hesitation. I did a quick mental check instead, and took the last hit. No hell awaited...I was rewarded for my persistance.

In my experience, a majority of my own roadblocks are exactly that. My issues. Fear and indecision as a last ditch effort for the ego to protect itself from the onslaught that hyperspace can bring.

Tsele Natsok Rangdrol said:
Samsara is your mind, and nirvana is also your mind; all pleasure and pain, all delusions exist nowhere apart from your mind.
 
Hi. I think that DMT show us our unconscious mind. Example: You know that smoking can kill you and know that this is not good for you. But you dont quit smoking. Or you watch every day horror films with demons and so on. Your unconscious mind remember this things in the DMT trip and you see demons or you think that this are demons.

I love the hyperspace and no one can understand what the hyperspace is. But when you feel allright, than nothing bad can happen in the hyperspace.

When you smoke DMT and you fell that there is a bad energy or a dark energy than quit the smoking for 1 Month. After a Month smoke more DMT (1. Month maybe 50mg next month 60mg) because when you dont have enough DMT to breaktrough, you go in a very stressfull place between the real hyperspace and our world.

And smoke Changa :)
 
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