I did in fact read your whole written paragraph and only saw it necessary to reply to the possible root of the thread. Please also respond to the question at hand regarding 'entities mocking you while sober.' What do you actually mean?

This is not about discouraging anyone but simply taking a break. A lot of things in life are on the other side of fear. But life isn't all about one, single substance. Whatever it is. Even if those implications are life-long and profound like DMT. It is of concern to not only myself but others reading this thread. Indicting that more than one user sees a clear issue in your approach to DMT. There's nothing wrong with considering the possibility that what you're doing is no longer really working. Sometimes others know what's right for you regardless of what you may think, whoever they may be. Building something new in order to see past your old operating system onto novel experiences - not too far fetched! That's what I encourage.