Thank you for the reply. This was theoretically pure 5-meo, purchased, so hard to verify.
That said, the body load was so similar to raw venom, which I've also tried, that I have to imagine it still had bufo in it, and thus the body load. In terms of death, this was physical with difficulty breathing and irregular heart beat. The other variety is why I enjoy entheos so much!
In any case, I wish I had access to a verified pure source to try again.
null24 said:
I have zero experience with today venom, and the same with smoking 5meo, but I do know what being high on it is. My experience comes from a synthetic salt and a different ROA. But my two cents (just a phrase, prolly but worth that) worth are:
1) doesn't toad venom have a high amount of bufotenine, and doesn't bufotenine have a nearly intolerable body load* that could be responsible for your discomfort?
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2) from my experience with the molecule, there are little to no visuals of the classic "CEV/OEV" sort. It's hard to explain, but you are but likely to have intense visuals at all at a low dose.
*Where does your discomfort originate? This feeling of "dying"- is it a existential panic or an irregular heartbeat that could be observed by another who isn't high, i.e. real physical distress? I'm just saying... Maybe you just need to let go? Part of the 5meo "trip" is practicing dying- not death, but dying. It's not a toy.
If you are experiencing symptoms due to vasoconstriction, it may be from bufo, if you're having a difficult release, welcome to 5 and being human.
All that said, I'd recommend a sober sitter with it, no matter your experience with drugs of any sort. Real death is a possibility with it as well. Be well.