Hi, I'm having a bit of trouble.  I have done the spice a few times already, but everytime its the same.  I take the hits, then I get this great sensation trample through my body, and feel like I am being lifted going 300mph. During this time everything is very colorful. As this is happening its like theres this door in front of me, but its only a 1/5 of the way open.  Has anyone else expierenced this?  What do you think this means?  Could it be that I am not mentally ready to go through the door and onto the next realm?