having trouble

[journeyofmind]

Hi, I'm having a bit of trouble. I have done the spice a few times already, but everytime its the same. I take the hits, then I get this great sensation trample through my body, and feel like I am being lifted going 300mph. During this time everything is very colorful. As this is happening its like theres this door in front of me, but its only a 1/5 of the way open. Has anyone else expierenced this? What do you think this means? Could it be that I am not mentally ready to go through the door and onto the next realm?

 

[endlessness]

What is your vaporization method? What dosage are you using? How often are you smoking it ? Are your daily responsibilities being fulfilled in life, are you doing what you have to (dedicating to study/work/family/health) ?

 

[journeyofmind]

Well you see I use a waterbong, and I range from 20-40 a dose. I do it at night sometimes 2 - days in a row, then stop for a week or 2. As for my responsibilities I am taking my Ged test this weekend and going for a tour of a school next week. So i would like to say yes to that question. As for work im currently unemployed, and my health is about average.