Hi sky-walkers
I just yesterday took my first trip of DMT. Wanting to access hyperspace and not having much time with us all being parents (!) we went straight in with 40mg.
I took it cleanly in one hit, finishing the pipe I nearly exhaled as the intensity came on but my friend reminded me to keep it in.
My eyes were apparently open, yes I remember the space in front of me becoming black with a shiny grid pattern over, it was very deep, dimensionless, my friend was in it, just like an Alex Grey picture, in the grid with his chakras shining.
There was some noise but can't remember to describe it,
Then I think a slight sensation of falling back into something but then a blank.
I think I had something going on but I can't remember it! I have a memory of something to do with information downloading to me but I have no conscious recollection and don't know where that thought or me worry comes from.
Then I remember coming into this beautiful world of incredible colour, depth, dimension, it was swirly etc like a classic psychedelic experiment but much, deeper, more real. I was still not aware who I was then for a short while, then I experienced a judder and felt myself come back into the room, and get a flash of who I was and what iwas doing, I spent then some minutes between worlds and tripping heavily with colours.
As I was returning I felt this psychedelic world change from love and wonder into what I would call fourth dimension, when snakes (symbols of time) and a few darker twisted images, appeared , There was nothing demonic but I didn't like this but so much and as I became aware again of the third dimension I tried to return quickly. I felt a bit 'hot and bothered' couldn't keep still and felt compressed.
I found it hard coming back to earth, a sense of relief too but I felt heavy and disappointed, the world looked flat, pretty much 2D.
I felt massive rushes of warm energy washing up my body, Kundalini energy, but I was too wasted still to be mindful,of what to do with it, so just let it come.
I suffer badly from depression and anxiety, which was my main motivation, my friend had experienced a great relief of these after DMT but I'm not sure how different I feel. I feel sadly normal like before, I guess I was expecting something, never a good idea.
Has anyone here worked on depression or anxiety with DMT?
My question is do you get to know what to do in hyperspace better? Do you learn to interact and get shown more? I felt very much an observer in the swirly world, saw lots of patterns and Buddhas but no entities. I as just in awe I think.
Although as I say I don't know what happened at the beggining. It all felt like it lasted about 30 seconds, but apparently it was 6 minutes and 30 until I stopped tripping altogether.
I felt so tired after too, does anyone else feel tired?
Maybe I could take less and remember more?
Maybe I would be better with Ayuascsa for healing
I sense there is indeed much more, that I was shown a small snippet, if I try again might I be more able to be involved a bit?
Or maybe something is just happening on the subconscious without any sensory awareness
Anyway it bloody beautiful
I want to go back again
But it was also quite a shock to the system
I just yesterday took my first trip of DMT. Wanting to access hyperspace and not having much time with us all being parents (!) we went straight in with 40mg.
I took it cleanly in one hit, finishing the pipe I nearly exhaled as the intensity came on but my friend reminded me to keep it in.
My eyes were apparently open, yes I remember the space in front of me becoming black with a shiny grid pattern over, it was very deep, dimensionless, my friend was in it, just like an Alex Grey picture, in the grid with his chakras shining.
There was some noise but can't remember to describe it,
Then I think a slight sensation of falling back into something but then a blank.
I think I had something going on but I can't remember it! I have a memory of something to do with information downloading to me but I have no conscious recollection and don't know where that thought or me worry comes from.
Then I remember coming into this beautiful world of incredible colour, depth, dimension, it was swirly etc like a classic psychedelic experiment but much, deeper, more real. I was still not aware who I was then for a short while, then I experienced a judder and felt myself come back into the room, and get a flash of who I was and what iwas doing, I spent then some minutes between worlds and tripping heavily with colours.
As I was returning I felt this psychedelic world change from love and wonder into what I would call fourth dimension, when snakes (symbols of time) and a few darker twisted images, appeared , There was nothing demonic but I didn't like this but so much and as I became aware again of the third dimension I tried to return quickly. I felt a bit 'hot and bothered' couldn't keep still and felt compressed.
I found it hard coming back to earth, a sense of relief too but I felt heavy and disappointed, the world looked flat, pretty much 2D.
I felt massive rushes of warm energy washing up my body, Kundalini energy, but I was too wasted still to be mindful,of what to do with it, so just let it come.
I suffer badly from depression and anxiety, which was my main motivation, my friend had experienced a great relief of these after DMT but I'm not sure how different I feel. I feel sadly normal like before, I guess I was expecting something, never a good idea.
Has anyone here worked on depression or anxiety with DMT?
My question is do you get to know what to do in hyperspace better? Do you learn to interact and get shown more? I felt very much an observer in the swirly world, saw lots of patterns and Buddhas but no entities. I as just in awe I think.
Although as I say I don't know what happened at the beggining. It all felt like it lasted about 30 seconds, but apparently it was 6 minutes and 30 until I stopped tripping altogether.
I felt so tired after too, does anyone else feel tired?
Maybe I could take less and remember more?
Maybe I would be better with Ayuascsa for healing
I sense there is indeed much more, that I was shown a small snippet, if I try again might I be more able to be involved a bit?
Or maybe something is just happening on the subconscious without any sensory awareness
Anyway it bloody beautiful
I want to go back again
But it was also quite a shock to the system