Hello Nexus Community!
I would like to share a bit about myself in my introductory post, and the reason why im writing this
I'm a 20yr old male from Australia, and have spent the last 3 years of my life vastly investigating the world of psychedelics, philosophy and spirituality. The first psychedelic experience i had was that of LSD at a 'Doof' (a type of party focused around psychedelic music,use and people) this propelled me into a state of mind that i was completely unaware of.. i like so many others assumed psychedelic's merely allowed for hallucinations.. nothing could of ever prepared me for the mental side of the trip, which only further encouraged my curiosity for what lay behind the velvet curtain.
I continued dosing more over the next 2 years, mainly with LSD as it was more available then any other form of psychedelic.. i realized many aspects of myself, life and the universe through the use of this drug, unfortunately my thirst for rational knowledge caught up with me and i started to spiral into extreme duality with myself and my search for understanding the paradoxical nature of reality, these were darker times of my life but provided a lot of insight and inner learning.
I felt i had unfinished business with the universe but LSD had taken me as far as it could, i had heard of DMT and knew of friends who had it in the possession but was hesitant, as i don't smoke marijuana so the idea of smoking a drug daunted me. About 7 months ago i had my first experience on some crystal DMT, i had made sure it was only a small dose so i could get a feel for the drug. As i exhaled i knew there was something so different about this drug.. i felt a warmth,oneness and connectedness with my surroundings, the trees,sky and earth. The duality i had been experiencing for so long slowly loosened it's grasp as i began to feel the collapse of the two into 'one'.
The joy i felt from this overwhelmed me, and coincidentally sent me on a spiritual quest to discover my true essence. The next time i had this wonderful molecule i increased the dose exponentially in my inexperienced state of mind, as i exhaled i felt the true power of Dimethyltryptamine! I closed my eyes and was catapulted down a winding dimensional tunnel, i felt the concept of self and time dissolve and merge with an infinite conscious vibrational mass of energy, it was at this very moment that all duality collapsed in on itself.. i could feel a spirit/soul/energy within me, infinite and divine. This moment changed my life forever.. i now knew that the soul is real, and i am apart of all that is,was and ever will be. DMT was able to put the pieces together that LSD had given to me, and opened up my spiritual pathway.. which has lead me to Kundalini meditation, pursuit of positivity and focusing on maintaining a balanced perspective of life.
I have been an active user of the community 'bluelight' over the years, and have been ghostly browsing these forums for a few months now, interested in reading other people's experience's with DMT and the journey that lays ahead for all of us. I feel as though i could learn alot from like-minded people here and share my own insight.
Thankyou for your time.
Peace.
I would like to share a bit about myself in my introductory post, and the reason why im writing this
I'm a 20yr old male from Australia, and have spent the last 3 years of my life vastly investigating the world of psychedelics, philosophy and spirituality. The first psychedelic experience i had was that of LSD at a 'Doof' (a type of party focused around psychedelic music,use and people) this propelled me into a state of mind that i was completely unaware of.. i like so many others assumed psychedelic's merely allowed for hallucinations.. nothing could of ever prepared me for the mental side of the trip, which only further encouraged my curiosity for what lay behind the velvet curtain.
I continued dosing more over the next 2 years, mainly with LSD as it was more available then any other form of psychedelic.. i realized many aspects of myself, life and the universe through the use of this drug, unfortunately my thirst for rational knowledge caught up with me and i started to spiral into extreme duality with myself and my search for understanding the paradoxical nature of reality, these were darker times of my life but provided a lot of insight and inner learning.
I felt i had unfinished business with the universe but LSD had taken me as far as it could, i had heard of DMT and knew of friends who had it in the possession but was hesitant, as i don't smoke marijuana so the idea of smoking a drug daunted me. About 7 months ago i had my first experience on some crystal DMT, i had made sure it was only a small dose so i could get a feel for the drug. As i exhaled i knew there was something so different about this drug.. i felt a warmth,oneness and connectedness with my surroundings, the trees,sky and earth. The duality i had been experiencing for so long slowly loosened it's grasp as i began to feel the collapse of the two into 'one'.
The joy i felt from this overwhelmed me, and coincidentally sent me on a spiritual quest to discover my true essence. The next time i had this wonderful molecule i increased the dose exponentially in my inexperienced state of mind, as i exhaled i felt the true power of Dimethyltryptamine! I closed my eyes and was catapulted down a winding dimensional tunnel, i felt the concept of self and time dissolve and merge with an infinite conscious vibrational mass of energy, it was at this very moment that all duality collapsed in on itself.. i could feel a spirit/soul/energy within me, infinite and divine. This moment changed my life forever.. i now knew that the soul is real, and i am apart of all that is,was and ever will be. DMT was able to put the pieces together that LSD had given to me, and opened up my spiritual pathway.. which has lead me to Kundalini meditation, pursuit of positivity and focusing on maintaining a balanced perspective of life.
I have been an active user of the community 'bluelight' over the years, and have been ghostly browsing these forums for a few months now, interested in reading other people's experience's with DMT and the journey that lays ahead for all of us. I feel as though i could learn alot from like-minded people here and share my own insight.
Thankyou for your time.
Peace.
) Wish I would have heard about those doofs!