Hello, my name is Jay. I'm a bit of an introvert and like to explore why and how I feel the way I do. Psychedelics help me do that and DMT and 5Meo DMT are crazy effective in self exploration and realization and actualization. I've had about 20-30 DMT trips with about 2 or 3 definitive breakthrough trips and 2 5Meo trips with both being breakthroughs. DMT definitely has a lot more visuals in my opinion and 5Meo definitely is alot more in the void self realization. Thank you for reading.
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Welcome to the Nexus Jay!
Glad to have you here!
Glad to have you here!
jayd2887,
Welcome to the Nexus. Glad you have already done NN DMT and 5-meo-DMT. Hopefully you use a TEK to make your own NN DMT. If not it is safer than anything else and please see the wiki for the TEK's.
I think introverts do fine here. Your identity is hidden but you are among friends and compatriots. It can be hard to talk to folks about DMT in the regular world, even the regular psychedelic world.
You have landed among friends. Again a warm welcome.
Welcome to the Nexus. Glad you have already done NN DMT and 5-meo-DMT. Hopefully you use a TEK to make your own NN DMT. If not it is safer than anything else and please see the wiki for the TEK's.
I think introverts do fine here. Your identity is hidden but you are among friends and compatriots. It can be hard to talk to folks about DMT in the regular world, even the regular psychedelic world.
You have landed among friends. Again a warm welcome.
Hey man what you wrote resonates big time. It can be really hard to integrate your experiences if you can't talk about them openly. My wife and kids don't want to hear about me interacting with angels and demons and ancient ai and God knows what and having an outlet is sacred and important for growth and to keep you sane about it.
I'd love to hear your trip reports.
I'd love to hear your trip reports.
Well my last trip was pretty insane..... I think it was finally the breakthrough I was seeking. I'm unsure of the dose that I took because it was residue left over from a previous attempt to trip but it didn't work out as I planned. So I ended up trying to smoke what was left in the pipe and I looked at it and looked like it recrystallized because it was a huge clump of waxy crystals. So I hit it and it was the heaviest and harshest hit of NN I have tried to date and I layed back in my bed and every sound in the room from my wife breathing, the television which was on Ancient Aliens went deaf..... Sound was gone. I had a sense of every sense I recognized was obliviated and a sense of I fucked up came..... Flashes of memories I forgot were resurfaced and it seemed to last forever like time was gone. Finally I came back a little but I was stuck in this terrible loop of sitting up in bed and taking a drink of water and this even happened 10-12 times if I remember correctly. But I honestly thought I was going to be stuck in this forever... It was nuts but it definitely helped me appreciate life and realize how special this place is...... It was terrifying but relieving in the same sense.
Welcome home friend. Feel free to reach out if you need anything Nexus related. I'm sure you'll fit in well on your own
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