Thank you so much for the warm welcome and reply to my story! I have been doing this alone, alone in my room every night, but also alone in a sense that I have no one to talk to about my experiences. Figured, the spice is such an introspective delight that I didn't need any exterior influence. But, after a few doses, I feel I need to express what I have gone through so far, in order to better understand what is in store for me later and how to handle things from here on out.

Last night was the highest dose in one toke I have taken thus far, held it in for atleast 20s as well. It hit me like a freight train. I think I would've enjoyed it a little more if I wasn't so focused on my breathing. Also, when it came on strong, it felt as if my mind was resisting - big time. The spice was rushing me through this door that my mind didn't want to go through.

Tonight, I will heed your advice and try to let go. Let's hope this isn't a chronic thing for me! :thumb_up: