eyeseeker
Rising Star
I am looking for some info. I will paste what I wrote on the ayahuasca forum. I hope you do not feel this is spamming but I would basically be writing the exact same thing. I appreciate any info you can offer.
I am seeking to expand my mind, find new meaning to life and seek inspiration for my creative work. I realize Ayahuasca and dmt are not recreational drugs and more of a spirutal journey.
I need some information. Does Ayahuasca have much physical effects? I used to take a lot of MDMA, and ever since I overdosed a couple of times, I built up a kind of allergic type reaction to it(swollen tounge, foamy saliva, hard to swallow, excess mucus), I got this reaction also recently when I tried hawaiian baby woodrose seeds. I am hoping Ayahuasca will not cause the same reaction in me. I must say, I do not have an addictive personality anymore, so I will not treat Ayahuasca as I did mdma.
Why do I want to take Ayahuasca? Well mainly to help find inspiration for life and my creative work, and also to "cleanse my soul of anger." I used to suffer from depression and lonliness, but these days I try to look on the bright side of things.... still the anger and misery buried deep inside me may be manifesting itself in physical pain instead(since I mentally supress it) -I get strange pains all over my body which after medical tests showing nothing -I believe are anxiety attacks. I am a complex individual. I cannot change the past, but now more than ever I am ready to find new positive perspectives on life and unleash the full potential of my creativity.
I am not sure if I am ready for a full blown "rocket launcher" Ayahuasca trip, as even though I am have a positive attitude now, it is possible my subconcious "demons" will be manifested in a terrifying experience.
I have ordered the ingredients for creating the brew/tea, and also some yopo and cebil seeds. I have also researched preperation, but I have questions about the yopo/cebil seeds: do I still need to go on the maoi diet if I am smoking the yopo seeds? Are the yopo seeds as powerful as the Ayahuasca brew? I planned to smoke the seeds in small doses so I would gradually build up from mild visions to stronger trips..... these seems a logical strategy, but often I hear people going from 0 to a full blown "rocket launcher" trip.... I wonder if my slow build up strategy is flawed in some way?
I realize I have asked a lot of questions here. I would appreciate any information or thoughts or similar experiences people can offer. I have been as honest as possible so I can get the most useful feedback possible. Your honesty will also be appreciated.
I am seeking to expand my mind, find new meaning to life and seek inspiration for my creative work. I realize Ayahuasca and dmt are not recreational drugs and more of a spirutal journey.
I need some information. Does Ayahuasca have much physical effects? I used to take a lot of MDMA, and ever since I overdosed a couple of times, I built up a kind of allergic type reaction to it(swollen tounge, foamy saliva, hard to swallow, excess mucus), I got this reaction also recently when I tried hawaiian baby woodrose seeds. I am hoping Ayahuasca will not cause the same reaction in me. I must say, I do not have an addictive personality anymore, so I will not treat Ayahuasca as I did mdma.
Why do I want to take Ayahuasca? Well mainly to help find inspiration for life and my creative work, and also to "cleanse my soul of anger." I used to suffer from depression and lonliness, but these days I try to look on the bright side of things.... still the anger and misery buried deep inside me may be manifesting itself in physical pain instead(since I mentally supress it) -I get strange pains all over my body which after medical tests showing nothing -I believe are anxiety attacks. I am a complex individual. I cannot change the past, but now more than ever I am ready to find new positive perspectives on life and unleash the full potential of my creativity.
I am not sure if I am ready for a full blown "rocket launcher" Ayahuasca trip, as even though I am have a positive attitude now, it is possible my subconcious "demons" will be manifested in a terrifying experience.
I have ordered the ingredients for creating the brew/tea, and also some yopo and cebil seeds. I have also researched preperation, but I have questions about the yopo/cebil seeds: do I still need to go on the maoi diet if I am smoking the yopo seeds? Are the yopo seeds as powerful as the Ayahuasca brew? I planned to smoke the seeds in small doses so I would gradually build up from mild visions to stronger trips..... these seems a logical strategy, but often I hear people going from 0 to a full blown "rocket launcher" trip.... I wonder if my slow build up strategy is flawed in some way?
I realize I have asked a lot of questions here. I would appreciate any information or thoughts or similar experiences people can offer. I have been as honest as possible so I can get the most useful feedback possible. Your honesty will also be appreciated.
