My heart is skipping in my chest just thinking of you
and I can't even talk to you..
**Huff** I don't even know you...
though sometimes i feel as if i do
realizing this fact,
my skies turn a deep blue,
so i skream, mustering all that is within
skreaming to the one constant in this world
Sarayu!!!
For love to flow and bounce as it is
I know it must be you
especially as i struggle to contain it
never have i felt such beauty
and i can't even talk to you
so it must be you, my other half
the one i have searched and searched for
reserving myself for your arms
for the purity of your touch
we melt as we press flesh to flesh
sparks fly and fireflies write in the night
we just lay with one another only pressed against,
holding arms in arms,
experiencing serenity and bliss.
divine cataclysmic explosions of emotion and energy.
like synapsis firing in the brain while under the knife of aya.
...so much wholeness, completion, and fulfillment.
while all along we've only been talking like children.
so, no, I can not and will not live in this containment