well to be quite honest... it's almost like "bedroom" talk... pure, raw emotion.........and totally not to cross you,, but i truly hope you lose ur ego.....words feel bro.. and why in the world would you be creeped out by emotion...... sounds like underlying issues...here is a little understanding for you... we, humans, are like transceivers to the universe... we are connected in many many ways... every time someone reads any of this.. it's pressed towards the universe that much more..that's why it's important that we share.....not just materially.. but in any way possible...even letting out the inner emotions... ...but that's a whole other conversation.. and this thread is a signal.. a cry... a bright shining light to the universe........so yes, i will continue to shine... ...... and not to mention that some of the highest minds on this planet are connected to this forum,,,i wonder how close they are to the universe... bet they're strong transceivers ... lol... **grins** .... love always