Hey everyone. Thought it was time to write my introductory essay. I little background of myself. As a young adolescent my interest in the hidden higher meaning of life took shape through and interest in space and astronomy. This searching for truth turned into an exploration of spiritual teachings and practices. I took interest in astral travel and the possibilities of developing higher abilities and powers. Though immature and undisciplined, I began practices with astral travel and, with some trying, I was able to enter the vibrational phase which occurs pre-separation of your astral body from the physical. It kind of scared me and as I said I was too immature to continue these studies.
Fast forward towards the end of high school I was experiencing some depression caused by a turning away from the longings of my consciousness to experience a higher reality. So I began to practice astral projection again; this time with results! It blew me away! I had verified for a fact that we exist outside our bodies, that there were other dimensions to the universe and we were something other than our physical bodies!
I began studying the esoteric aspects of the many religions and spiritual traditions of the world, synthesized through what is referred to now by it practitioners as “Gnosis” Which means knowledge through experience. I now practice mediation and astral travel and am trying to become a more conscious person every day.
The longing for spiritual, mind expanding experiences is what sparked my interest in entheogens. I was and still am a little weary of their use because I see in myself an egotistical drive to just have a cool experience. I believe that entheogen use must be done for the purposes of conscious spiritual development and as a tool to see into ones own psyche to better enable the user to change for the better.
I began reading about Spice and was greatly intrigued though apprehensive to try due to previous experiences with salvia that were quite unpleasant. I learned from users of DMT that the experience was far more euphoric and enjoyable than the typical salvia experience.
I also learned about ayahuasca and attempted to make a brew twice but the effects were minimal do to, what I believe, weak vine.
How I came across extracted spice: This is very interesting example of how the universe gives you what you need. A couple weeks ago I connected with an old acquaintance through my cousin. It turns out that this person who I had not seen in a few years had also began exploring entheogens and had a good amount of extracted Spice on hand! He gladly gave me some and I was eager to try it out. I am not a weed smoker and had no pipe/bong available to me so I made a freebase device with a glass gar with a straw through the lid. I comfortably seated myself in the back yard of my house overlooking the ocean from afar and proceed to heat the bottom of the glass and inhaled through the straw. With little anxiety I inhaled a small hit and started to feel effects. Wow! An intense euphoria throughout my body coupled with mild psychedelic effects. I could see all the blades of grass form my lawn vibrating with energy. I could feel the conscious rays of light beaming down on me from the afternoon sun. Beautiful very light experience.
The next day I decide to try more in a light vaporizer I had made. I latter learned that this was/is a very inefficient wasteful method. I sat in my room taking small tokes for what seemed to be a half an hour. I was meditating on some egotistical situations that I was in and gained a lot of comprehension. I could start to see my own ego as something separate from the consciousness and how foolish we are to believe that is our true identity and what suffering it causes us to be hypnotized by it..
I ran out of spice but my friend gave me some more. I now have some caapi copy which I plan to take subligually before my next attempt. I will also be using “the machine” and this time I plan on breaking through!
Fast forward towards the end of high school I was experiencing some depression caused by a turning away from the longings of my consciousness to experience a higher reality. So I began to practice astral projection again; this time with results! It blew me away! I had verified for a fact that we exist outside our bodies, that there were other dimensions to the universe and we were something other than our physical bodies!
I began studying the esoteric aspects of the many religions and spiritual traditions of the world, synthesized through what is referred to now by it practitioners as “Gnosis” Which means knowledge through experience. I now practice mediation and astral travel and am trying to become a more conscious person every day.
The longing for spiritual, mind expanding experiences is what sparked my interest in entheogens. I was and still am a little weary of their use because I see in myself an egotistical drive to just have a cool experience. I believe that entheogen use must be done for the purposes of conscious spiritual development and as a tool to see into ones own psyche to better enable the user to change for the better.
I began reading about Spice and was greatly intrigued though apprehensive to try due to previous experiences with salvia that were quite unpleasant. I learned from users of DMT that the experience was far more euphoric and enjoyable than the typical salvia experience.
I also learned about ayahuasca and attempted to make a brew twice but the effects were minimal do to, what I believe, weak vine.
How I came across extracted spice: This is very interesting example of how the universe gives you what you need. A couple weeks ago I connected with an old acquaintance through my cousin. It turns out that this person who I had not seen in a few years had also began exploring entheogens and had a good amount of extracted Spice on hand! He gladly gave me some and I was eager to try it out. I am not a weed smoker and had no pipe/bong available to me so I made a freebase device with a glass gar with a straw through the lid. I comfortably seated myself in the back yard of my house overlooking the ocean from afar and proceed to heat the bottom of the glass and inhaled through the straw. With little anxiety I inhaled a small hit and started to feel effects. Wow! An intense euphoria throughout my body coupled with mild psychedelic effects. I could see all the blades of grass form my lawn vibrating with energy. I could feel the conscious rays of light beaming down on me from the afternoon sun. Beautiful very light experience.
The next day I decide to try more in a light vaporizer I had made. I latter learned that this was/is a very inefficient wasteful method. I sat in my room taking small tokes for what seemed to be a half an hour. I was meditating on some egotistical situations that I was in and gained a lot of comprehension. I could start to see my own ego as something separate from the consciousness and how foolish we are to believe that is our true identity and what suffering it causes us to be hypnotized by it..
I ran out of spice but my friend gave me some more. I now have some caapi copy which I plan to take subligually before my next attempt. I will also be using “the machine” and this time I plan on breaking through!
