ColorfulElfBoy
Rising Star
Tbh I don't have much to say about myself.
When I took DMT I noticed the frail thin aspect of life change into a bolder more vivid, more solid experience. As if to go from a highly detailed yet weak structure to a less detailed but stronger structure. From "real" life to a cartoon type life. Cartoon not meaning any less real, but as described, more solid, lines were thicker, colors more vivid.
I also noticed a strong fear or sense of loss, as if my real life was just a dream and it's fading away. Very unsettling and I believe thats the hardest part of taking enough, as when you take one hit you get a very strong sense of this is serious, I should put this down and wait... It's as if you are dissolving the real world and might not come back.
This was with eyes open.
When closing them I saw the Kaleidoscope. Very strong colors, incredibly defined and "straight" lines. Though also curves. I was moving forward in this tunnel-ish environment.
I stopped going forward and was in an area still as a Kaleidoscope yet more stationary. And the geometric patterns seemed alive, one played or rather mimed a guitar to me, almost in a teasing or acknowledging way. I play guitar, and this made me smile, the smile was very exaggerated tho, like a full on U shape.
I got a sense I'm not really meant to be in that area and am a guest. I also got told "don't worry you'll be back". The whole place felt incredibly familiar though as If it was home and I'd been there many times, it felt familiar in the way a repetitive dream does. I've felt this feeling fairly often as a child.
I also noticed that if I stopped judging or analyzing my environment, I would rise upwards, the environment becoming whiter, overlaid with geometric lines still but no colors. I was reaching a "ceiling" that I felt could be past through yet I did not as the trip was lessening.
Thats one of my experiences with DMT, I also had one where I felt that I was finally not alone and a geometric pattern was by my left side there with me, a more curved pattern. I was being placed into various positions like you see in Hindu art. And another time I got what I can only describe as being possessed, by the devil, yet it was not scary or negative. (the devil has lots of negative connotations but this is the only way I can describe it) It was actually pretty cool, I said out loud "holy shit you really are in control" It was controlling the music I was listening to with that whole time dilation effect. The music was Altitudes by Jason Becker. Which btw, for me at least seems to have recorded in it the distortion, time dilation type effect that you feel. Check it out if you're intrested you might hear it in there.
When I took DMT I noticed the frail thin aspect of life change into a bolder more vivid, more solid experience. As if to go from a highly detailed yet weak structure to a less detailed but stronger structure. From "real" life to a cartoon type life. Cartoon not meaning any less real, but as described, more solid, lines were thicker, colors more vivid.
I also noticed a strong fear or sense of loss, as if my real life was just a dream and it's fading away. Very unsettling and I believe thats the hardest part of taking enough, as when you take one hit you get a very strong sense of this is serious, I should put this down and wait... It's as if you are dissolving the real world and might not come back.
This was with eyes open.
When closing them I saw the Kaleidoscope. Very strong colors, incredibly defined and "straight" lines. Though also curves. I was moving forward in this tunnel-ish environment.
I stopped going forward and was in an area still as a Kaleidoscope yet more stationary. And the geometric patterns seemed alive, one played or rather mimed a guitar to me, almost in a teasing or acknowledging way. I play guitar, and this made me smile, the smile was very exaggerated tho, like a full on U shape.
I got a sense I'm not really meant to be in that area and am a guest. I also got told "don't worry you'll be back". The whole place felt incredibly familiar though as If it was home and I'd been there many times, it felt familiar in the way a repetitive dream does. I've felt this feeling fairly often as a child.
I also noticed that if I stopped judging or analyzing my environment, I would rise upwards, the environment becoming whiter, overlaid with geometric lines still but no colors. I was reaching a "ceiling" that I felt could be past through yet I did not as the trip was lessening.
Thats one of my experiences with DMT, I also had one where I felt that I was finally not alone and a geometric pattern was by my left side there with me, a more curved pattern. I was being placed into various positions like you see in Hindu art. And another time I got what I can only describe as being possessed, by the devil, yet it was not scary or negative. (the devil has lots of negative connotations but this is the only way I can describe it) It was actually pretty cool, I said out loud "holy shit you really are in control" It was controlling the music I was listening to with that whole time dilation effect. The music was Altitudes by Jason Becker. Which btw, for me at least seems to have recorded in it the distortion, time dilation type effect that you feel. Check it out if you're intrested you might hear it in there.
