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Infectedlsd

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Hate to be here again but there's no place else for me to turn with this kind of stuff. I always value the opini of Nexians. There's this thing

I feel inhibited in my expression. Sometimes I want to scream when I hear a good metal song and then I stop myself. For shame? And then I don't feel very good. Then I feel like I have to force myself sometimes to let out a voice. But it feels like my voice would not come out right. So I inhibit that even more.

Other times I naturally glide into sound and it's very okay. Anyone feel me?
 
I can definitely relate to what you are saying Infectedlsd. I often experience the same thing. I also have had moments when I wanted to just scream(not heavy metal related lol) but other people are around so I just scream in my mind lol.:lol: Which, of course is not the same.

I think letting out these sort of primal emotions is very important. I really should get into doing that sort of thing.

I also struggle with inhibiting my self-expression. I'm a shy person, so I often stop myself from saying something because of fear of judgement. It's something I'm working on though, and I am making real progress, so I'm happy about that.

This is why I'm so glad to be on the Nexus. This forum gives me a platform to speak my mind, to share my thoughts and feelings with a very knowledgeable and supportive audience.

Anyway, that's just my two cents.😁
 
JustAnotherHuman said:
I think letting out these sort of primal emotions is very important. I really should get into doing that sort of thing.
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There's this cup that drowns out all the sound. It's like sort of a vacuum that you can use to say swear words or scream and nobody can hear it. Maybe that is something for u. I can't find the item on google though. Must be japanese.

JustAnotherHuman said:
I also struggle with inhibiting my self-expression. I'm a shy person, so I often stop myself from saying something because of fear of judgement.
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I always think what I say is stupid. So I literally stop mid-sentence. And let dead silence reign.

And yea, i'm probably more afraid of what others judge me for. On the other hand when I do feel secure enough about my own intentions I could care little of others opinion. Because I trust myself enough. Just not enough to scream though.

I would really like to hear stories of people who have had these kind of inhibitions and then worked their way through and sort of inhibited their inhibitions.
 
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