Hello everyone!
My name is Julien.
First off, I'm an ex heavy-addict (meth, ghb, benzos) that got saved by psychedelics. I did start psychedelics during my peak in drug binging expecting it to just be more drugs...something unexpected happened, it made me stop drugs...I started connecting with the universe receiving messages from beyond, so much challenges came to me and my brother during these times my perception of life completely changed, my need to get high slowly disappeared I've been clean for months now
I only smoke weed, it keeps me grounded to reality!!!
I used to suffer from debilitating anxiety (could take me 2 hours to have the courage to go do the groceries sometimes would say fuck food and just take more drugs) and depression and hatred for life/self hatred were guiding me in everything I did. Took all medication on the market each of them worsen my condition and the benzos became a powerful addiction. But, Since my most profound psychedelic/spiritual experience with changa I dint experience any anxiety and I cant grasp the concept of depression anymore, like I remember what it is...but it became alien to me if that makes sense?! After the experience, I spent like 3 hours with a giant smile(smiling was alien to me to the point that if I tried to fake it my face would shake uncontrollably) laughing and crying, after 1 hour of repeating HOLY S*** HOLY F*** and all the variables haha.
I rap a little, turned from emo/suicidal horrorcore rap to anti depression anti drug music to psychedelic rap. Artist name is...you guessed it...same as user name LiL FunnY!
I'm here to help me get ready for shroom hero doses, and to get advices to reach hyperspace, for some reason I don't get dmt c.e.v.'s. And I want to learn the most I can on ayahuasca because there's no way I'm living this life without living this at least once. And of course to learn as much as I can about psychedelics and other dimensions!
My name is Julien.
First off, I'm an ex heavy-addict (meth, ghb, benzos) that got saved by psychedelics. I did start psychedelics during my peak in drug binging expecting it to just be more drugs...something unexpected happened, it made me stop drugs...I started connecting with the universe receiving messages from beyond, so much challenges came to me and my brother during these times my perception of life completely changed, my need to get high slowly disappeared I've been clean for months now
I only smoke weed, it keeps me grounded to reality!!!I used to suffer from debilitating anxiety (could take me 2 hours to have the courage to go do the groceries sometimes would say fuck food and just take more drugs) and depression and hatred for life/self hatred were guiding me in everything I did. Took all medication on the market each of them worsen my condition and the benzos became a powerful addiction. But, Since my most profound psychedelic/spiritual experience with changa I dint experience any anxiety and I cant grasp the concept of depression anymore, like I remember what it is...but it became alien to me if that makes sense?! After the experience, I spent like 3 hours with a giant smile(smiling was alien to me to the point that if I tried to fake it my face would shake uncontrollably) laughing and crying, after 1 hour of repeating HOLY S*** HOLY F*** and all the variables haha.
I rap a little, turned from emo/suicidal horrorcore rap to anti depression anti drug music to psychedelic rap. Artist name is...you guessed it...same as user name LiL FunnY!
I'm here to help me get ready for shroom hero doses, and to get advices to reach hyperspace, for some reason I don't get dmt c.e.v.'s. And I want to learn the most I can on ayahuasca because there's no way I'm living this life without living this at least once. And of course to learn as much as I can about psychedelics and other dimensions!
