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Hi there. I'm Yani from Belgium and am in my 20's.

I've been living in a Solipsistic state for a few years now. It's an interesting topic because literally everything within reality disproves solipsism, which is exactly the reason why I couldn't let it go. Just imagine a full-on attack on pure logic, and the feeling that logic can be escaped.

Recently I decided that even though I have a hard time being a single human, I will go forward and be honest. And instead of trying to make the right choice, I'll make the choice which is right towards myself. I will use logic to my advantage and simply choose to trust it while knowing I will never know. I must be honest, ego is the best thing I could imagine having. In a way I'm thankful for it being this strong, while I wanted to kill it so badly.

So yeah, going back to a logical mind also kickstarted my quest towards DMT and its extraction. I recently did my own extraction and have been learning about the process. I've done a few hits and enjoyed the full experience. I'm sharing experiences with friends and I love hearing their experiences as well.

Because of my experience with solipsism I don't believe in entities within hyperspace. There is no-one else but me. I believe that everything I experience is an answer to a question. While doing a few hits from a bottle some days ago, I asked the question whether or not I should hit it again, and the bottle told me that I should hit it again. I knew that it was simply me answering the question. I feel that I already know the intent of what some people call entities, and that is to simply allow me to be.

Anyways, I'm a bit sick right now but I don't mind. Have a great day you all.

- Yani

<blockquote data-quote="Yani" data-source="post: 3804182" data-attributes="member: 35886">Hi there. I&#039;m Yani from Belgium and am in my 20&#039;s.I&#039;ve been living in a Solipsistic state for a few years now. It&#039;s an interesting topic because literally everything within reality disproves solipsism, which is exactly the reason why I couldn&#039;t let it go. Just imagine a full-on attack on pure logic, and the feeling that logic can be escaped.Recently I decided that even though I have a hard time being a single human, I will go forward and be honest. And instead of trying to make the right choice, I&#039;ll make the choice which is right towards myself. I will use logic to my advantage and simply choose to trust it while knowing I will never know. I must be honest, ego is the best thing I could imagine having. In a way I&#039;m thankful for it being this strong, while I wanted to kill it so badly.So yeah, going back to a logical mind also kickstarted my quest towards DMT and its extraction. I recently did my own extraction and have been learning about the process. I&#039;ve done a few hits and enjoyed the full experience. I&#039;m sharing experiences with friends and I love hearing their experiences as well.Because of my experience with solipsism I don&#039;t believe in entities within hyperspace. There is no-one else but me. I believe that everything I experience is an answer to a question. While doing a few hits from a bottle some days ago, I asked the question whether or not I should hit it again, and the bottle told me that I should hit it again. I knew that it was simply me answering the question. I feel that I already know the intent of what some people call entities, and that is to simply allow me to be.Anyways, I&#039;m a bit sick right now but I don&#039;t mind. Have a great day you all. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite2" alt=";)" title="Wink&nbsp; &nbsp; ;)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=";)" /> - Yani</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Yani, post: 3804182, member: 35886"] Hi there. I'm Yani from Belgium and am in my 20's. I've been living in a Solipsistic state for a few years now. It's an interesting topic because literally everything within reality disproves solipsism, which is exactly the reason why I couldn't let it go. Just imagine a full-on attack on pure logic, and the feeling that logic can be escaped. Recently I decided that even though I have a hard time being a single human, I will go forward and be honest. And instead of trying to make the right choice, I'll make the choice which is right towards myself. I will use logic to my advantage and simply choose to trust it while knowing I will never know. I must be honest, ego is the best thing I could imagine having. In a way I'm thankful for it being this strong, while I wanted to kill it so badly. So yeah, going back to a logical mind also kickstarted my quest towards DMT and its extraction. I recently did my own extraction and have been learning about the process. I've done a few hits and enjoyed the full experience. I'm sharing experiences with friends and I love hearing their experiences as well. Because of my experience with solipsism I don't believe in entities within hyperspace. There is no-one else but me. I believe that everything I experience is an answer to a question. While doing a few hits from a bottle some days ago, I asked the question whether or not I should hit it again, and the bottle told me that I should hit it again. I knew that it was simply me answering the question. I feel that I already know the intent of what some people call entities, and that is to simply allow me to be. Anyways, I'm a bit sick right now but I don't mind. Have a great day you all. ;) - Yani [/QUOTE]