Hi there. I'm Yani from Belgium and am in my 20's.
I've been living in a Solipsistic state for a few years now. It's an interesting topic because literally everything within reality disproves solipsism, which is exactly the reason why I couldn't let it go. Just imagine a full-on attack on pure logic, and the feeling that logic can be escaped.
Recently I decided that even though I have a hard time being a single human, I will go forward and be honest. And instead of trying to make the right choice, I'll make the choice which is right towards myself. I will use logic to my advantage and simply choose to trust it while knowing I will never know. I must be honest, ego is the best thing I could imagine having. In a way I'm thankful for it being this strong, while I wanted to kill it so badly.
So yeah, going back to a logical mind also kickstarted my quest towards DMT and its extraction. I recently did my own extraction and have been learning about the process. I've done a few hits and enjoyed the full experience. I'm sharing experiences with friends and I love hearing their experiences as well.
Because of my experience with solipsism I don't believe in entities within hyperspace. There is no-one else but me. I believe that everything I experience is an answer to a question. While doing a few hits from a bottle some days ago, I asked the question whether or not I should hit it again, and the bottle told me that I should hit it again. I knew that it was simply me answering the question. I feel that I already know the intent of what some people call entities, and that is to simply allow me to be.
Anyways, I'm a bit sick right now but I don't mind. Have a great day you all.
- Yani
I've been living in a Solipsistic state for a few years now. It's an interesting topic because literally everything within reality disproves solipsism, which is exactly the reason why I couldn't let it go. Just imagine a full-on attack on pure logic, and the feeling that logic can be escaped.
Recently I decided that even though I have a hard time being a single human, I will go forward and be honest. And instead of trying to make the right choice, I'll make the choice which is right towards myself. I will use logic to my advantage and simply choose to trust it while knowing I will never know. I must be honest, ego is the best thing I could imagine having. In a way I'm thankful for it being this strong, while I wanted to kill it so badly.
So yeah, going back to a logical mind also kickstarted my quest towards DMT and its extraction. I recently did my own extraction and have been learning about the process. I've done a few hits and enjoyed the full experience. I'm sharing experiences with friends and I love hearing their experiences as well.
Because of my experience with solipsism I don't believe in entities within hyperspace. There is no-one else but me. I believe that everything I experience is an answer to a question. While doing a few hits from a bottle some days ago, I asked the question whether or not I should hit it again, and the bottle told me that I should hit it again. I knew that it was simply me answering the question. I feel that I already know the intent of what some people call entities, and that is to simply allow me to be.
Anyways, I'm a bit sick right now but I don't mind. Have a great day you all.
- Yani
If I was a poet I would write awesome poems about them.
