Dug
Rising Star
...What is this place, guys? What's this feeling? You know what I'm talking about. The feeling that you are infinite, you exist in a perfect state, and that the game of life is just a "dim but nesessary interval", a mutual agreement between you and yourself, designed to allow your infinite self to rediscover its potential. Now doesn't that ring any bells to you?
I sparkled the lighter the other night, neared it to my self-righteous self-proclaimed DMT bong, and slowly inhaled. Drawing the vapors inside my lungs a couple of times, and on the edge of waving good bye to reality, I heard my brother -who was sitting besides be- calmly urging me to take "one more hit - just one more"..
Beginning to hear the fluctuating cosmic sounds of the tryptamine state, I opened my eyes just enough to observe for a split second the dancing caleidoscope projected upon the normal view of my environment.
...The next thing I remember, is me returning to my room and opening my eyes, still having a fresh image within my mind of dudes beating it, standing up from their seats, taking their glasses and stuff so to speak and walking away saying "OK lets go, lets go, he's coming up, let's leave him now". Friendly existenses. Brothers and sisters of sorts.
Opening my eyes, I saw my bro looking at me and smiling, and I loudly exclaimed
"You HAVE to get there bro, they're waiting for you. HOME!! It's Home!!"...
Now although I don't remember a thing from the places I've been during the trip, I know the feeling I brought with me. A very distinct feeling. When I was coming out of it, I was thinking "Ahaaaaaaa! That's it! So that's it! THIS is what we REALLY are! We Know it! We just have to remember it again, to realize it again! This is the name of the game!".
I have finally understood. We >are< Gods! >WE< are God! It is >WE< that is the thing that we are trying to become. I felt like I went to that place, the eternal home, the other dimension, the HOME. And I know this is the place that we are before we get here, after we leave from here, and SO many times during our lives, in our sleep.
We gather experience from life, we try to re-realize ourselves, to re-discover who we are, and we bring this knowledge with us to that place. And it is close. So damn close. All it takes to get there is flipping an internal switch. It is right next to us. It's like we are sitting there, meditating or sleeping, and we experience this reality. But all we have to do to get there is to intent it!
I remember the feeling of my true self. No masks, no ego, no fear, no petty thoughts and comical concerns. I remembered what a being I am, and we all are. Eternal!! Infinite! Original existence! I'm not sure I can transmit this very distinct feeling to you mates, but I know some of you know what I'm talking about. We are True Beings. Overflowing with love, and amazing humour -yeah, trully amazing humour!-, and aware of ourselves.
I remember the expression of someone I met there, I'm not sure if it was a dude or a woman, I don't remember any details or appearances, but I remember a facial expression. He/she had a tiny one-sided smirk, a small smile, looking at me from an angle, giving the impression of "heheh, you found the way here, huh? C'mon, you know the game, don't you? Yeeehh, ofcourse you do..."
...So what's to be made out of this, folks? What's to be taken out of this? I'd love to hear any thoughts on this extraordinary perception of the cosmos.
...WE are the elves, mates. WE are the aliens. WE are the light beings. It is WE that welcome us there, WE cheer on our arrival to the hyperspace. Our own brothers and sisters, all part of the same big consciousness!
THAT's why we try so hard to teach those among us that trancend the cosmic boundaries between the worlds all these things with the machines, and the crystals, and the true language, and the cosmic shifting abilities that we posess, and try to remind these things to ourselves , to take them with us back to our lives. To transcend to the next level! To progress. To evolve to a higher state of understanding!
I know it's gonna be hard for me to integrate this new knowledge into my everyday life. Whatever it may mean, whatever its validity may be, it has inevitably changed me. For the better. How worthless do all these petty conserns seem now. The only way is forward. Whatever we may do, invent, no matter how bad we try to screw everything up, the only way is forward. The only goal is to remember who we are, and what we are, and to rediscover ourselves.
"...And then, we will migrate into the future.."
~TmK
~Dug.
I sparkled the lighter the other night, neared it to my self-righteous self-proclaimed DMT bong, and slowly inhaled. Drawing the vapors inside my lungs a couple of times, and on the edge of waving good bye to reality, I heard my brother -who was sitting besides be- calmly urging me to take "one more hit - just one more"..
Beginning to hear the fluctuating cosmic sounds of the tryptamine state, I opened my eyes just enough to observe for a split second the dancing caleidoscope projected upon the normal view of my environment.
...The next thing I remember, is me returning to my room and opening my eyes, still having a fresh image within my mind of dudes beating it, standing up from their seats, taking their glasses and stuff so to speak and walking away saying "OK lets go, lets go, he's coming up, let's leave him now". Friendly existenses. Brothers and sisters of sorts.
Opening my eyes, I saw my bro looking at me and smiling, and I loudly exclaimed
"You HAVE to get there bro, they're waiting for you. HOME!! It's Home!!"...
Now although I don't remember a thing from the places I've been during the trip, I know the feeling I brought with me. A very distinct feeling. When I was coming out of it, I was thinking "Ahaaaaaaa! That's it! So that's it! THIS is what we REALLY are! We Know it! We just have to remember it again, to realize it again! This is the name of the game!".
I have finally understood. We >are< Gods! >WE< are God! It is >WE< that is the thing that we are trying to become. I felt like I went to that place, the eternal home, the other dimension, the HOME. And I know this is the place that we are before we get here, after we leave from here, and SO many times during our lives, in our sleep.
We gather experience from life, we try to re-realize ourselves, to re-discover who we are, and we bring this knowledge with us to that place. And it is close. So damn close. All it takes to get there is flipping an internal switch. It is right next to us. It's like we are sitting there, meditating or sleeping, and we experience this reality. But all we have to do to get there is to intent it!
I remember the feeling of my true self. No masks, no ego, no fear, no petty thoughts and comical concerns. I remembered what a being I am, and we all are. Eternal!! Infinite! Original existence! I'm not sure I can transmit this very distinct feeling to you mates, but I know some of you know what I'm talking about. We are True Beings. Overflowing with love, and amazing humour -yeah, trully amazing humour!-, and aware of ourselves.
I remember the expression of someone I met there, I'm not sure if it was a dude or a woman, I don't remember any details or appearances, but I remember a facial expression. He/she had a tiny one-sided smirk, a small smile, looking at me from an angle, giving the impression of "heheh, you found the way here, huh? C'mon, you know the game, don't you? Yeeehh, ofcourse you do..."
...So what's to be made out of this, folks? What's to be taken out of this? I'd love to hear any thoughts on this extraordinary perception of the cosmos.
...WE are the elves, mates. WE are the aliens. WE are the light beings. It is WE that welcome us there, WE cheer on our arrival to the hyperspace. Our own brothers and sisters, all part of the same big consciousness!
THAT's why we try so hard to teach those among us that trancend the cosmic boundaries between the worlds all these things with the machines, and the crystals, and the true language, and the cosmic shifting abilities that we posess, and try to remind these things to ourselves , to take them with us back to our lives. To transcend to the next level! To progress. To evolve to a higher state of understanding!
I know it's gonna be hard for me to integrate this new knowledge into my everyday life. Whatever it may mean, whatever its validity may be, it has inevitably changed me. For the better. How worthless do all these petty conserns seem now. The only way is forward. Whatever we may do, invent, no matter how bad we try to screw everything up, the only way is forward. The only goal is to remember who we are, and what we are, and to rediscover ourselves.
"...And then, we will migrate into the future.."
~TmK
~Dug.