How do you do it?

[mad_banshee]

For example, once I witnessed an entity that was more beautiful than I could imagine possible. This entity was so beautiful that I became concerned I would die from awe if I continued to look upon it/her. So I looked away. “Death by beauty”.

That's a wonderful way to summarize an experience one may have and the type of struggle they may encounter. Such experiences can be so stunning that it takes a while to integrate. I've looked upon it/her and totally surrendered and thought I was never coming back and didn't even care if I did come back. But for me, conditions must be so right for that to happen again.