Hello,
Background:
After struggling with opiate addiction and relapsing four months into rehab I want to make another attempt with the support of ibogane this time.
I have already done some research and prepared to the best of my abilities (reduced my consumption opiate by 80% and routine check ups on cardiovascular health). I have lab tested Iboga - Powder legally available however no access to a facility that does these kinds of treatments. I do have a great Therapist I see weekly however.
Main Questions:
1) While I can arrange for not having any work or family related responsibilities the days of the Iboga - session I don't want my close family I live with in the same house to be unnecessarily worried during this process. They know about my struggles regarding addiction and are very supportive. I just want to get a better sense of what severity of impairment/ detachment from reality I can expect to be under during the experience.
- Communication: If I have someone check up on me every 2 hours will I be able to recognize them/ what they are saying e.g. ,,how are you doing, do you need anything?" and give a simple "doing okay, some water please" in response?
- Physically/ Bathroom: Can I expect to be able to walk to the toilet on my own or at least be able to sit up in bed and pee in a bottle?
- How about 12+ hrs into the experience?
2) Finding the right dose with 2-3 attempts:
- Would it be possible for me to make 2 attempts in order to sneak up on the right "flood" dosage? E.g. 5mg then 10mg per KG body weight ~ 350/700mg total dose of ibogaine.
- I have read that two ibogaine sessions should be at least a month apart. However I was not able to find what this is exactly in regards to. Of course a correctly dosed session should only be necessary once to achieve the long term therapeutic benefits. There will be fatigue and a lot to process mentally for some time afterwards as I understand.
Is a prolonged break necessary even if the first attempt turns out to be a mild/under-dosed experience?
I'm very grateful for your inputs!
Background:
After struggling with opiate addiction and relapsing four months into rehab I want to make another attempt with the support of ibogane this time.
I have already done some research and prepared to the best of my abilities (reduced my consumption opiate by 80% and routine check ups on cardiovascular health). I have lab tested Iboga - Powder legally available however no access to a facility that does these kinds of treatments. I do have a great Therapist I see weekly however.
Main Questions:
1) While I can arrange for not having any work or family related responsibilities the days of the Iboga - session I don't want my close family I live with in the same house to be unnecessarily worried during this process. They know about my struggles regarding addiction and are very supportive. I just want to get a better sense of what severity of impairment/ detachment from reality I can expect to be under during the experience.
- Communication: If I have someone check up on me every 2 hours will I be able to recognize them/ what they are saying e.g. ,,how are you doing, do you need anything?" and give a simple "doing okay, some water please" in response?
- Physically/ Bathroom: Can I expect to be able to walk to the toilet on my own or at least be able to sit up in bed and pee in a bottle?
- How about 12+ hrs into the experience?
2) Finding the right dose with 2-3 attempts:
- Would it be possible for me to make 2 attempts in order to sneak up on the right "flood" dosage? E.g. 5mg then 10mg per KG body weight ~ 350/700mg total dose of ibogaine.
- I have read that two ibogaine sessions should be at least a month apart. However I was not able to find what this is exactly in regards to. Of course a correctly dosed session should only be necessary once to achieve the long term therapeutic benefits. There will be fatigue and a lot to process mentally for some time afterwards as I understand.
Is a prolonged break necessary even if the first attempt turns out to be a mild/under-dosed experience?
I'm very grateful for your inputs!