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How psychedelics have given me a new persepctive

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statman

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Hey DMT-Nexus!

I've recently joined this humble community and saw the option to share my experiences, so here goes.

I first got into psychedelics about 4 years ago and since have been fascinated with every experience possible. I started like most with LSD and Psilocybin (and those had an enormous effect on both my personality and thought process), but eventually found myself with access to Salvia and DMT.

My experiences with Salvia were mesmerizing as trips would be just crazy enough to be considered familiar with my consciousness. I was able to explore a new reality which overlapped into a new reality, which overlapped onto another reality, and so on. I felt as free reign and choice was available in my trip, but I just sat back and enjoyed what ensued from smoking it. I haven't done it in about 6 months now, but I plan on falling into another episode in my life where I partake in it extensively. I really like Salvia because it feels as if I am doing research on myself and it is a lot easier to remember details unlike DMT.

My experiences with DMT are on its own spectrum. Every time I do it, I encounter a new level of consciousness that I cannot put into words. The dimensions I have explored are all intense and leave me awestruck without fail, but I feel as if each trip has a common theme or environment, and I just haven't become aware. I can't put my thumb on it, but each hyperspace playground that I've visited has shapes and colors I feel like I know, but are unable to describe what or where the similarities are. I also have encountered a specific entity on 8 different occasions now, and I've been searching for events in my life that cause this entity to visit me during my trips. I refer to it as The Giant, because it seems infinitely larger than me, but I am able to grasp it's entire being. Each time I've encountered it it has further warped my reasoning with this foreign dimension, as I have been brought to tears a few times whilst it hurls unfathomable visuals at light speed in my direction. I still smoke DMT fairly often and i am always anticipating my next encounter and hopeful interaction with The Giant.

By joining this site, I hope to increase my knowledge of the psychedelic world as well as broaden my perspective and get answers to sights during my trip. I will support this community in every way I can, and hope to make it a better place.

Thanks for taking the time to read!
 
Welcome to the Nexus!

There is always some sort of familiarity when I partake in DMT but as you said, it is hard to put it into comprehensible language. But the sense of knowing I've been there before or that I should be understanding these things by now is always at the forefront of my thoughts. Sometimes beings will point things out as if to say,

"Look at this! You already know this but you like to forget don't you!?"

:d

I have not had a chance to try out Salvia but would like to someday. Unfortunately it is illegal in my state as of now. But anyway, welcome once again and I hope you enjoy your time spent here!

PEACE

-The Grateful One-
 
Thank you! I'm glad I'm not the only one at loss of words to describe those feelings. I like your quote too!
 
Read your answers on the questionnaire to #13 and gave you an upvote, you've seem to have done your homework. Welcome to the Nexus.
 
Welcome! Nice introduction!

That familiarity is all around if you look for it. When my daughter was born and everyday since when I look at her, there is that familiarity. I know I have interacted with this little being before. I just know it. She just seems familiar in every way and I can't put my thumb on it, to borrow your phrase.

I have had the same exact feeling in hyperspace. Exactly the same feeling. If I feel this same feeling of familiarity with my daughter and when I am with a being in hyperspace then I make the correlation that the being is family. It's all a feeling. A very deep and meaningful feeling. To the very core.

Deja Vu is a weird feeling to say the least, both in this reality and hyperspace. I don't know what to make of it, but it is very reassuring when I hear others reflecting on the same issues. I can relate to 'the giant'. I can very much relate to the feeling you described.

In all my trips into hyperspace I have begun to pay attention to my feelings more than my mind. I can concentrate on how an entity is making me feel. What I have found is when I do this almost every entity takes on this familiar deja vu feeling. Even the most negative entities. This is very hard to describe for me. It all feels like the same thing sometimes. This show seems familiar. I have seen this episode before.

Sometimes I get the feeling like this is not the first time I have lived this life of mine. I know that sounds weird but again, it's just a feeling. Like I am a chosen experience to gain knowledge and insight. My particular life teaches a soul certain aspects of enlightenment or state of awareness. A teaching life vessel.

Hey it's just creative thinking. Just wondering and wandering. I haven't a clue?! :surprised

I look forward to my DMT journeys where I feel familiarity. Finding the giant.
 
Great intro. Upvoted you.

DMT's powerful. The experience leaves me awestruck without fail everytime as well. Also, the 'common' theme you describe, yeah there seems to be a certain palette or 'flavor' to this realm, certain attributes that let you know that you're well on your way. Although, what you might encounter in there and/or experience can be infinite ime. There's always something different going on when im there, every time. Sometimes similar, although always different in some aspect.

Welcome :)
 
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