Hyperspace Fool said:There you go... believe it or not. I could care less. I have never had a psychotic episode. I know many people who have... many that I loved and cared deeply for. But I have seen shit that would make most people crazy. Somehow, I am not wired that way. Lucky, I suppose. This is not even the craziest story I have. Just one of many...
The life of real shaman are not easily understood by those who only know their little commercial worlds. I am not saying this to grandize myself. I don't know why I decided to share this actually. But if someone reads about this and learns something... maybe it is worth it.
Who knows?
So you're saying you're a real Shaman as opposed to me, and other more scientifically inclined Nexians with our little minds confined to a commercial world?
Excuse you?
That seems like a rather Narcicist thing to say. Actually incredibly Narcicistic.
Äctually it's downright offensive. Why would you assume that of our minds?
Just because we choose to have a different view on these phenomena than you?
So just opting the possibility that you may be experiencing delusions is reason for you to assume I have a shallow, little mind and that your mind must therefor be that of a real shaman, which is why I don't understand you? Your mind spins the strangest explanations.
You say in the beginning of your post that you're not mad at me and don't mean to lash out at me, yet throughout your posts that is exactly what you do. You also said, in that last bit of your post which I quoted, that you don't mean to "grandize" yourself, yet in that very paragraph that is exactly what you do. Seriously, go read that quoted paragraph again.
Read it as if you're reading someone else's words. Read it attentively and tell me that that is NOT grandizing yourself...
And all this contempt & resistance because I was merely trying to offer you my perspective, which has helped me conquer exactly these fears, and I was hoping it could help you too.
It works for me and I thought it might work for you too. You could at least give it a try.
To be honost about your abduction. None of it was explained too clearly. Like..
How did you end up in that 18 wheeler in the 1st place? Did you go in there voluntairily
& then got locked in? Did you get dragged in and locked in? Could it have been an accident?
Is there any definitive proof that this was in fact an abduction?
And those demons entering that 18 wheeler...Did they leave any scars on your body?
Did they leave behind any evidence of them being more than just an experience in the mind?
And maybe there was a Santeria ritual. Those happen all the time. Why assume you were going to be sacrificed? Why assume you were in any danger at all at any point of that situation?
For me to be genuinely concerned, I'm going to need some solid evidence.
Because these Demons you mention, I know them and they are masters of Deception.
But they won't deceive me. That's not only why I don't fear them. That is also the
very reason I HAVE nothing to fear from them. Fear is their way into you.
Without you fearing them, they are powerless. It's good advice, but take it or leave it.
I still strongly recommend you to read up on Carl Jung's concept of "The Shadow".
I'm curious as to what you might think of it, Hyperspace Fool.
