Oh, and if using pure DMT, 100 mg is too much for most people. 50-75 is advised.
Yeah I guess I gotta learn some lessons the hard way lol.
I started low at 35mg, went straight to 40mg then 50, and stayed there for a couple of weeks. All was swell.
Then I started to push it.
60 was still easy, 70 was fine one day and “interesting” the next. I played here for a week or so, some days were a failure to launch and some were juuust right.
I had already figured out by this point that my stomach contents on any day would govern that afternoons trip. Yesterday I ate the same small breakfast that I did today and yesterday’s dose of 80mg was a non event. I put that down to a rushed rue boil.
Today I was adamant that I was going to launch so I boiled up the rue with the patience of a saint.
I did the old “lil bit more” on the scale with the dmt and the last I looked it was at 89mg so I switched it off and dropped the last bunch of crumbs off the razor blade.
Well it started really slowly. I didn’t even lay down for at least 45 minutes and when I did I wasn’t getting a great deal. Eventually I got into a nice relaxed state with some focus on my breathing but it was pretty much what I’d expect from 40-50mg. I was kinda disappointed but I made the most of it and enjoyed the next hour even though I was still trying to figure out where I went wrong today.
I thought it was over, I even got up and did a couple of quick chores. Then it actually kicked in. Straight back to my prone position!
Started off great but I soon realised I was not steering this one..
God damn, this was basically a 2hr+ breakthrough tier trip.
I got dragged through the coals so to speak.
I won’t bore you with the details but I faced some tough realities today. The kind that make you realise you’re an ungrateful piece of shit for ever feeling anything but absolutely blessed. I am blessed and I should be forever grateful. Lesson learned.
I’m off to continue counting my blessings, while I figure out a sustainable way that I can help those less fortunate than I.
In the end this was all that was asked of me.
Just came here to say that it would be wise of you to heed OP’s warning because while it won’t get you every time, it will get you
