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Pasithea

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Hi there guys, it's question time for me again :P

Basically I was wondering if anyone on here had any experience with HPPD and how strongly it can be affected with DMT/ any long term knowledge on the subject in general. If you hadn't guessed by now I have it; I don't see it as a problem as it only affects me at certain times and in unobtrusive ways (aside from having zero night vision for 20 mins/none at all if I smoke any cannabis). I know its likely to be very subjective however some knowledge is better than none even if it has to be vaguely extrapolated.

Thanks a bundle in advanced,

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I had it almost a year after a 3 month mdma/mda binge 4+ times a week 3-5 pills a night.

it became hard to drive at night because this was in 02, when led tail lights were becoming popular, driving behind a car with those and there would be thousands of dots making lines in all directions that faded slowly, ever since then my pupils wont go past half way even on 5g on cubensis.

it never bothered me other than the diving thing, I actually kinda embraced it, I would smoke out and get mild visuals with a clear head.

it will fade, try to accept it or you'll only notice it more.
 
when i was young 13-14 i took a very powerfull dose of LSD 1 week later i started feeling wierd and started questionin reality like seriosly thinking what if my whole like was a deam and id sudenly wake up and there would be nothing and nothing scared the shit out of me 2 weeks later i took an insanly high does of morning glorys i thought it was only 500 well it was more like 1000+ mystery amount anyway i had this thought of manifesting reality and out of nowhere someone came up to me and told me if you manifist it it will happen this freeked the shit out of me and for the next few months at least once a day id start to question my reality and the possibility of thinking myself out of existence when those thoughts came they really bothered me but everytime i had them i just told myself dont worry eventually youl stop thinkin about it. but the problem was it happend every day for around 4 months and thin just kept happening that were wierder and weirder that i was manifesting. eventually i went on vacation with my parents and one day i was sitting with them (untill this i hadnt told anyone about this and how hard it was for me) anyway it happend real bad and i couldnt get away from them in time and they could tell ther was something wrong because i was on the verge of crying. i told them everything and how i thoght i was goin crazy. it really helped finally talking about it after keeping it to myself for so long it was a huge weight lifted.
They told me if i was crazyi wouldnt be even thinking wether or not im crazy crzy peopole dont know ther crazy they also told me that it wasnt a bad thing questioning my reality as most people are so ignorent they would never even think of that. it still happend for month or 2 after this but eventually as i told myself it passed.
those 6 months really defined me and made me come to terms with the world and really who cares if it is all a figment of my or someone elses imagination its pretty awesome




a wise man once said LIFE IS A PHANTASMAGORIA
 
Well, it's hardly Hallucinogen Persisting Perceptive Disorder if you experience alterations while high on Cannabis, which is a definitely a hallucinogen. You will find that the more you use hallucinogenic substances, the more psychedelic in nature it becomes.

HPPD could be defined as visual or mental changes in your perception while you are SOBER, colloquially referred to as a Flashback.

DMT has the capacity to change your mental perception in a major way. While I have not noticed persisting changes in my vision from tryptamines, I have had a number of strange thoughts which confused me for many months. These thoughts stemmed from a desire to connect my sober reality with the hyperspatial reality, which is futile.

Psychedelic phenethylamines as well as LSD are reported to cause visual disturbances more frequently
 
I think I had HPPD in high school about 10 years ago. I have never attributed it to smoking DMT. But, that is only because I had never smoked it then. It's almost impossible to pinpoint which drug did it to me because at the time every chance I would partake. Whether it was a pile of e-pills, bottles of robotussin, LSD, ketamine, salvia and shrooms, what ever if it was I was taking it. I stopped doing psychedelics for couple years then started back up a few years ago. I didn't go back full swing just due to responsibility. Ive tried everything on the list in addition to and finally DMT and other RCs. I haven't had any ill effects since. My own self diagnosis I would guess that it was me just being young at the time and high levels of MDMA abuse and salvia.
 
After my first experience with psilocybin mushrooms, I constantly had these short 10 second flash backs.
During my first trip, I kept touching my bicep because it felt as if I was touching the bone. I was feeling new sensations! Now, whenever I feel my arm the same way my mind loses control and just goes in terror and I get mad goosebumps all over.
 
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